REJECTION: Emotional rejection is basically the feeling that a human being experiences when disappointed about something that cannot be achieved. Normally, rejection is commonly related to romantic love between individuals.

GOD SAVE ME.

I don’t know what to do anymore. I mean, eventually I will go for it but it can go two ways and that sucks. Either yes or no.

What if it’s a no. Then what do I do? I just sit there and cut my wrists? Heck. I might as well get run over by a car. So this is just so pissy. All I wanted was to do it and get it over and done with. But back then I didn’t think of rejection. I mean come on. I’m a guy. Guys do that. So it goes like this. I can sit back and let this happen, OR I can work my way up from scratch and make sure that even if she says no I wont jump off a building or something.

But it’s the fear. The fear might be my downfall. I mean I screw up due to fear. HECK I COULD HAVE TAKEN WORLDS IF THERE WAS NO FEAR.

But lets face reality. I fear.

Fear leads to anger.
Anger leads to hate.
Hate leads to suffering..

Yoda- Star Wars Episode 1 (The Phantom Menace)