Should I do it?

I mean, to the people who know what I’m gonna do. Ambrose, Timmy, Mike, Nick and Damian.

Should i?

Would it be right if I did it? Or would it cause more problems and break me apart?

That’s my dilemma. I want to do something but I’m too afraid. And somehow, it relates in life. Like in sailing, you know you want to start in the front line instead you buy toto and have a bunch of thai guys kill you and make you lose the championship. Or like when your out with the girl of your dreams and then you want to tell her you love her but your too afraid to say it. Instead you just choose to hold her hand and send her home. Then you irritate her and ruin

ANY SINGLE CHANCE YOU HAVE WITH HER.

But well. That’s what happens to you when you fall in love with a girl 3 years younger than you. So slap my monkey and call my lawyer I declare this decision the hardest decision I have to make IN MY LIFE. I’ll figure it out. Eventually.. I mean its not like it’s a life altering decision..

Wait.. YES IT IS.

TTFN