Friday, November 30, 2007
FUCK SSF LA. FUCK FUCK FUCK.
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THERE GOES MY FUCKING CHANCE DAMMIT.
evanesco...
6:59 PM.
lets see. today gym was eventful seeing that there were more people haha. was me nick rach and tim. yeah. viv had to go at 5 but we still carried on afterwards. got a ride back via the nsc bus. so yeah it's all good. den went to go buy light sticks for camp. will buy snacks tmr i guess. haha... anyway thanks to mah brudda again for helpin me get the other light sticks i need. yupp.
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so yeah. on to another topic, seeing how i HAD only one shot at this/her i had to put all my attention to camp. BUT seeing that now i have other options, i have a backup option which is the new year eve eve party. thanks to mah lovin sis of course. seeing how the guys really wanna see fire chief, its more of a bonus for them. BUT my priority still lies with her and only if she agrees to go for the party that is. haha. so yeah. probably gonna tell the squad about it during camp so i dunno about the response yet. so yeah. looking forward to camp already as it inches even closer. haha. started packing already too. gonna be one hell of a fun camp la. so no prob. time to make the new squad feel welcome in the family.
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anyway its like late and i still wanna play more fifa 08. so yeah, will do more nonsensical bloggin later tonight i guess. till then... farewell? haha. so emo. k la k la.. toodles~
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ps: its magic week again. stuff's disappearing. if you know whats best for you, UNLINK ME FROM UR GOD FORSAKEN BLOG. =) oooh gotta calm down... breathe fen, breathe...
evanesco...
1:27 AM.
Wednesday, November 28, 2007
Would you look at her
She looks at me
She's got me thinking about her constantly
But she don't know how I feel
And as she carries on without a doubt
I wonder if she'll figure it out
I'm crazy for this girl...
Chorus of "Crazy for this girl" by Evan & Jaron
evanesco...
9:57 PM.
first and foremost, sorry to the twins and oli for telling u guys there's gym tmr when actually u guys aren't carded. YET. dunno la. u guys are carded but then ssc says you're not. so i dunno haha. but anyway, good trng today. yes i know my theory sucks but u guys really need to know this. haha.
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anyway, on to more pressing matters, I CANT BELIEVE I SCREWED UP. Just when i thought the day went perrrrrfect up till the part where i screwed up... now im depressed. arggg. how did i screw up la.... argg. nvm. i can make it up. i hope.
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anyway! me and germaine played stressssss just now haha it was super cool la i kept winning on my last few cards. val has taught me well since batam o6. haha that was like a year ago la. anyway ya we played stress till the chongzhen kids come to disturb. haha. anyway they called me uncle la.... wtf. ME UNCLE. haha. yeah anyway nothing big about that la. i got a lift home from the twins dad hu's super nice i think haha. yeah. so supportive of his 4 kids all sailing somemore. yupp. thnks twins!
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yeah so tmr there's gym and I GOTTA GO. sheesh. at least this will be my last gym till like next next next week. haha. shiok. but then come to think of it, i won't get to see her after the regatta anymore so thats depressing me again. UNLESS smth happens in btw and we go out or smth. haha. yeah. who knows. god has been in my favor recently. and yupp camp's inching nearer. i guess and i hope the forbidden love thing doesnt screw up my regatta cuz that'll just depress me to infinity and beyond. oh well. let there be faith. cuz i believe in faith and fate.
evanesco...
9:26 PM.
camp has been confirmed and its gonna be from sun to weds. we gotta fork out 17.50 for laundry. haha sheesh. anyway yeah totally looking forward to it. and u guys know u can trust ur "ball-bringer" haha. it seems that every camp i go to, im the guy who brings the ball. haha but nvm. i like it that way. haha. off to water trng now. toodles.
evanesco...
11:59 AM.
Tuesday, November 27, 2007
hmm gym was surprisingly alright due to the fact that it was so friggin empty la. haha. like me and nick only. but boy was i tired. didnt realise how unfit i was till like i felt the burn. anyway nothing big to report la. haha looking forward to gyms from now on if it stays like that. haha.. yeah.. also, i just got fifa 08 on my psp and ive been like playing non-stop haha..
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anyway, tmr is a new day and i hope i can look forward to it cuz its water-trng day! but depends on who's going cuz like i dun wan there to be like 3 boats only. haha. yeahh.. other than that, camp is getting nearer and i cant wait for it. im already gettin "visions" on how its like.
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speaking of visions, i woke up at like 12 today la. and i was like holy shit i set my alarm at 10. so much for alarms.. haha.. yeah.. dunno la i must've been damn tired or smth.
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oh! i love the song "crazy for this girl" by Evan & Jaron. haha. if u listen to the lyrics it describes my situation very well haha.. anyway nth more till tmr~ toodles!
evanesco...
10:48 PM.
Monday, November 26, 2007
ok ok side note: she says she doesn't like ppl to blog abt her on their blog but then again, look who's blogging about who on their blog. den somemore can talk to me like nice nice on msn liddat. i was like... wtf... im like not in the fucking mood la... so ya den she was like random and asked me bout trng for changi regatta and like i couldn't be bothered talkin so i just like gave one word answers. eventually she got the hint to fuck off and eventually did la. so ya note that all people who intend to be goody two shoes around me la. u wanna step in my arena and beat me at my game? heh. dun get ur hopes up. u wanna learn from me then by all means watch from the side. i dun want no snobby rich brat sucking up to me and faking whatever the nonsense shit u come up with cuz frankly i really do pity you at some point wasting ur time. dun get your hopes up girl. im wayyyy up there and your... well. lets just say ur so far down that i can barely see you. so cmon, i DARE u to be nice nice with me again.
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i DARE you.
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and btw, i give you ONE last chance to blog abt me. anythin u wanna say. DO IT.
evanesco...
5:51 PM.
"Forbidden"
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T'was only a month ago, my eyes gazed at you
Then cupid shot his arrow, what am i supposed to do.
Everytime i look upon you, i get a surprise
Each time you giggle, makes me wanna capsize.
I thank god you're always there, right infront of me
But then again i think, is our love not meant to be.
Every night i fall asleep, saying i don't love you
But when i awake, eventually i do.
Life is just a bed of roses, or so it may seem
The only reason i'm there, is cuz your in my team.
Alas i feel, that i can't dwell into this more
Becasuse i know that it's true, you're the one i adore.
Each day i think, will she ever feel this way
Needless to say, i'll be kept at bay.
It feels as though, i've died and gone to heaven
But who am i kidding, our love is Forbidden.
© 2007 Fendi
All Rights Reserved ®
evanesco...
12:38 PM.
Sunday, November 25, 2007
today's trng.... was.... lols lets just say there wasn't any. haha launch den die. thunderstorm. i would have sailed in it but then wind died so recovered.
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side note: didn't realised how nice she looked washing her hair till i stared long enuf haha. call me a lamer but yeah.
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anyway played soccer after de-brief abt the camp thingy. we did crosses and by golly my crossing is good. me= dead ball specialist??? weeeeeeeeeeeee. haha yeah maybe. but anyway nth special today. want to skate tmr but then must see on weather. maybe i'll go town buy some pants or smth or maybe go go sports. haha. we'll see.
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ps: I'm glad to be of assistance =)
evanesco...
7:24 PM.
today's trng was fun haha. FREAKING SHIFTY WINDS. haha but fun anyway. yeah seriously. like we all had fun. oh ya! AND DAMN THE STRONG CURRENT. it was damn lame. the upwind mark so close but then we like took so damn long to beat up. then downwind so fast. and i lost to oli................... cuz i death rolled. haha. in like 7 knots. wtf la. haha yeah.
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side note: bleaghhhhh i cant help my chest poundin when i stare at her.
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its officially 2 weeks to the big race and i cant wait to bring my challenge home where it belongs. honestly, there's no space in the house but dun worry, i'll manage. also, we're gonna hold camp! yepp! byte camp 07 cuz this year no batam so i took the initiative to voice out to nick and riliang to hold a trng camp.. yeah... i so cant wait for camp. the scandals, the flirting, the sailing, the sneaking out past midnight to stare at the sky.. (thats not gay. its nice to do that k. its better if u have company, like a girl beside u or smth.) but yeah. cant wait. haha. oh yeah not forgetting ironman too!
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anyway back to mah anime~ sayonara!
evanesco...
12:20 AM.
Friday, November 23, 2007
"Mooks get a bit tricky when you use small wheels ie. they slip off from under you when you take sharp turns. Also, they are pretty dangerous on banks/funboxes. If you dont land properly and get the edge between a flat surface and a bank, you'll scrape the frame a little and if you're not prepared for it, you'll land on your face.
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But the good news is: They grind really good. Helps you get on top of your groove tricks eg. royale, torques etc. When you're on a ledge, you'll never have to worry bout gettin stuck on a grind (grind for ages theoretically). And you'll end up skating with that trademark farmer tippy toe style whether you like it or not..."
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Hmmm, I've decided to go freestyle so i guess feathers are outta the question. So now its between mooks, formulas or sticking with skating my hilos freestyle.
evanesco...
4:01 PM.
Thursday, November 22, 2007
this sucks. why must it be her? this feelings really suck. and of all the times to crush on someone. why now? grrr.. need to focus on that challenge trophy...
evanesco...
11:55 PM.
Wednesday, November 21, 2007
ANYWAY... Today was fun till like precisely 9.52pm till i had some annoying call from an anonymous number. Anyway back to the fun~ Hmmm, i went to nsc and like no fuckin wind so yeah screw it. ALMOST wanted to do core den val suggested bowling so heck yeah lets go bowling. it was me, val, oli, yang, mark, twins and shev. so yeah but onli me val oli and yang bowled. loads of fun. as usual my score was over 100 but sad cuz didnt break my pb. boo...
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then we went back to nsc and like everyone disbanded like instantly till it was like me oli and the twins left. so we liked bridged till the twins'dad came then i left leaving oli there. sorry oli!
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results were out today too! wheeee loving the grades... ^-^ kogarasumaru! victory pose! crush 'em! hahahahaha watch too much air gear already.. toodles!
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and btw, somehow, i pity you at some point.
evanesco...
10:33 PM.
Tuesday, November 20, 2007
its interesting to see how closely related aggro inline and air gear are. but then again they're two completely different things. if u dont know what airgear is, go wiki it up.
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p.s. i still cant decide between feathers and formulas (or stick with my hi-los)
evanesco...
9:11 PM.
Sunday, November 18, 2007
i still cant decide which gc frame should i get. i predict the hilos lasting me till around feb next year only.
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anyway, todays sailing was good, managed to sail my freshly fixed up boat. it felt slow for some reason but nvm. didnt lose to alot of girls today mainly jo and val only so i guess thats alright. but a thunderstorm hit us and we had to end early. oh wells, its the attack of the godspeed girls!
evanesco...
11:15 PM.
Friday, November 16, 2007
"Basically anti-rocker frames have smaller grooves and will give you a nicer and firmer lock on rails and ledges but may hang-up on ledges if you dont bend over much. Freestyle frames in general don't lock as nice but they are far easier to use due to the increased size and this also means you dont have to get as low on h-block tricks. Anti-rocker may be a slight bit harder at times but it WILL give you a nicer style; freestyle is too easy to lock into and barely let you lean over on h-block tricks."
Oh no... What am i to do... Should i stick with my hi-los freestyle? Get featherlites and skate 'em anti-rocker? Or get freestlye formula 1s and skate 'em MOOK style?
Then again, i could just scurry over and get razors aragons.. ^-^ razors gen shell, jug neoprene liner, GC DI frames and mindgame aragon wheels.
evanesco...
11:06 PM.
Sometimes, a hug is all what we need. Free hugs is a real life controversial story of Juan Mann, A man whos sole mission was to reach out and hug a stranger to brighten up their lives.
In this age of social disconnectivity and lack of human contact, the effects of the Free Hugs campaign became phenomenal.
As this symbol of human hope spread accross the city, police and officials ordered the Free Hugs campaign BANNED. What we then witness is the true spirit of humanity come together in what can only be described as awe inspiring.
In the Spirit of the free hugs campaign, PASS THIS TO A FRIEND and HUG A STRANGER! After all, If you can reach just one person...
evanesco...
12:56 AM.
Monday, November 12, 2007
bleagh, skated in the morning till it rained. practiced my 4 basic tricks.. frontside..soul..mistral/sweatstance..pornstar.. i can lace my frontside and souls easy but ive having probs boning over on the other 2.. yeah.. oh wells.. so here i am sittin in front of my com drinkin my homemade oreo milkshake..
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oh yeah, mad props to the girls yesterday who prove that size doesn't matter and like no matter how hard i tried their just wicked fast la. esp the 4 girls. damn scary. ian was the second guy. i think. haha later worlds more girls go than guys sia. cut off our balls. kiddin. but yeah lets hope winds pick up sooner or later..
evanesco...
12:44 PM.
Friday, November 9, 2007
dun matter if u hate it or love it. i love it.
Razors Aragon-
Not intending to get um just yet. Juz savouring the flava for the moment. Loving the similar colour scheme with my Stockwells. ^-^ word.
evanesco...
3:05 PM.
Thursday, November 8, 2007
Tried to take a picture
Of love
Didn't think I'd miss her
That much
I want to fill this new frame
But its empty
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Tried to write a letter
In ink
Its been getting better
I think
I got a piece of paper
But its empty
Its empty
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Maybe we're trying
Trying too hard
Maybe we're torn apart
Maybe the timing
Is beating our hearts
We're empty
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And I've even wondered
If we
Should be getting under
These sheets
We could lie in this bed
But its empty
Its empty
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Maybe we're trying
Trying too hard
Maybe we're torn apart
Maybe the timing
Is beating our hearts
We're empty
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Oh oh
Oh oh
Oooooh
Oh oh
Oh oh
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Maybe we're trying
Trying too hard
Maybe we're torn apart
Maybe the timing
Is beating our hearts
We're empty
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We're empty
We're empty
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Empty - The Click Five
evanesco...
1:34 AM.
Wednesday, November 7, 2007
who knew? coaching while sailing can be quite fun. but tiring nonetheless. =) tmr morning will skate park IF god doesn't make it rain. TOUCH WOOD
evanesco...
11:19 PM.
excuse my cancellation or some disturbing posts. sorry to that fren k? ^-^
evanesco...
12:58 AM.
Tuesday, November 6, 2007
meh. i didnt know you read so in depth. haha.
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"talking to fendi is fun" --> tats kinda cool ^-^
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anyway on to more pressing matters, weather has been a real bitch today and i was like supposed to wake up at 10 to skate or smth den like i look out the window i was like wtf.... rain. again. this means 2 things: no skating today and later soccer the field gonna be frigging muddy. haha. ooh imma gonna enjoy that. anyway i was like k gonna sleep for another 5 mins den wake up. in the end when i woke up it was like 11.45. haha. that's what happens when ur like major bored or whatever nonsense. been surviving on watching nonsensical razor podcast which are kinda funny if ur a roller.
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past 2 days been really weird cum hilarious. can't wait till nick hears bout this.
evanesco...
12:07 PM.
in the following post i shall name this person X
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hmm lets say me and X have yet to start off on the right foot but i think my right foot should be stuffed in my mouth instead haha. no joking. my right foot would be in a mistral position and sliding a bad ass long rail. haha off point.
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anyway, just wanna let everyone out there including X that i guess i'm simply not interested haha. sry but i was either bored or focused on smth else when we were conversing. but yeah past aside, the fact that im uninterested would show that X should be backing off right about now and me thinks that's going well so far. but by no means am i saying that X is a bad person ^-^
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anyway, no hard feelings but yeah i guess i dun feel right dragging along a nonsensical thing like this. meh dun worry. text me or smth if ya need to chat abt irrelevant yet pressing matters, just make sure imma not bored or busy. toodles~
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see you on water one day X, that is IF u sail a regatta.
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moving on, to more interesting matters, me thinks the gc hilos are purrrrrrfect haha its light without the needed axles and the groove is huge like a freestyle groove with the right amount of lock on rails. i recommend this set-up to beginners or pros alike. its good to learn on, yet satisfactory when busting big tricks. i give it a 4.8 outta 5. I'd give it a perfect score if,
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a) there is 8mm hardware,
b) stronger and faster sliding material
evanesco...
12:43 AM.
Monday, November 5, 2007
if you can't trust friends, who the fuck can you trust then?
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just a slogan made up by me which i think is nice.
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touche girl. touche.
evanesco...
7:43 PM.
im fazed by how posts can friggin magically erase itself. but oh wells.
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"if tt were true...i'd win all the BYTE races...cuz he's number 1"
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now someone tell me thats not david blaine or criss angel material
evanesco...
5:32 PM.
Sunday, November 4, 2007
CHECK AND MATE NIGGAS

Xsjado Jeff Stockwell / Ground Control Hi-Lo Frames skated freestyle
evanesco...
10:40 PM.
Friday, November 2, 2007
NO F**KING WAY. SOMEONE FROM REVOLUTIONSKATE IS RIDING THE FORMULA ONES.

taken from the revolutionskate halloween edit. ohh yeaaahhhh. might consider ordering featherlites. but who knows.. i wanna skate the formula ones soo badly...
evanesco...
5:32 PM.
Thursday, November 1, 2007
dayyyummm bala's (from wheel_love) xsjados are off da chainnnn! awesome stuff man.

xsjado small shell with ground control size ones ^-^ i want 'em
evanesco...
10:59 PM.