hmm lets see, today i gots ta go to my cousins place for my baby niece's "cukur rambut". i have no clue what that means in english but its when the baby goes round and we cut her hair in bits and pieces. note: i can somehow rmb my "cukur rambut" its vague but i rmb alot of ppl crowdin ard me pulling at my loins.. haha. i wan a chubby little cute baby lei!..... =X anyway, at least ive got smth to do tmr.. dun wanna stay home and get bored to death. so ya, the chalet number is confirmed already and u guys have to do now is show up! haha.. =X

all sorts of funny ass ppl will be there i think. the current byte squad ppl aka fishes outta water.. some ex byte nat ppl aka ex byties, there's a 420 and 3 laser guys there too.. plus theres wanting our wafflegirl. haha. i still rmb the waffleshop sia.. we went there during camp.. oh the memories... =X hmm theres nicole if she's comin... and.. oh! our retired sailor amb! haha footy fanatic now.. =) so yeah, stuff's all ready for sunday already just tat maybe i wont be blogging for the next two days unless there's wireless there.. haha.. gnna bring all i have to the party i think hahaha. =X

boy o boy. i so cant wait. everything is picture perfect. well not that perfect but nevertheless good enough. haha. and guys going to the party, ITS 30TH, A SUNDAY, NOT SATURDAY OR MONDAY. remember.. SUNDAY.. haha i have so many ppl askin me "wad time tmr" or like "are we swimmin tmr" and i was like, "u askin me out tmr to swim??" hahaha. damn funny la.. yeah anyway. just to confirm again, 30th dec, 330pm, SUNDAY. =)

rite. i've got a few guys helpin me out with the setting up of the place and such and like sorting out the food and making of drinks and STUFF. haha. yeah.. gonna be real fun. lets just hope i dun lose track of time den later so fast 1am liao. haha. then again, the more the merrier, just dun forget to go easy on the food. half of that MIGHT be coming back out of you if you catch my drift. so yeah, todays friday, still getting these stupid headaches and i still gotta pack. bummer. =X

dammit. 8 hours of sleep ain't enough for a guy like me.. grr.. i get cranky when woken up early. but then again the kids downstairs are makin such a bloody uge ruckus tat i cant go back to sleep. thnx u bloody ungrateful kids. anyway haha i shudn be stressing on avenging my sleep on the kids but instead i should use this time to plan out the chalet/party. cuz i'm thinking we can't be partying straight for 10 hours rite. haha. there should be polar bear, swimming, soccer and truth or dare! lols. damn gay. but then again the stuff will keep us happy! =)

so its like only 3 days left till the party and like i soo cant wait. hopefully it'll be a full house and seeing that some of my fellow squadmates are pangseh-ing i took the opportunity to invite other fellow sailors and wafflegirl =) well lets just say u'll be missing out on alot of STUFF. =) haha. but yeah seriously guys, just come for like 2 hours and party and den go home for all i care. haha. so ya i'll probably get the chalet number by tmr and like i'll be mass sending out the msgs to the respective people going. haha. i hope i have enough food for the guys sia haha. =X

and the alvin and the chipmunks soundtrack is damn cute! =)

so far the head count of the number of ppl going to the party is 14. woah. thats alot. haha. and like there's still like 8 ppl to be confirmed. haha. thats interesting... it'll be super packed but hey! it wont be called a party if there are so little people going rite? haha. so yeah. watch i am legend just now.well all i have to say is tat, dun watch it. its really quite horrible. plus its kinda scary. kept reminding me of staying alive. and trust me, i really HATE staying alive. that movie made me scream like a girl, IN FRONT of screaming girls.

haha anyway, i have already confirmed that i can get the "stuff" from my brother from another mother. shall not disclose his name but its all thanks to him that the party will be a hit. =) so yeah. everything's all set for the party and like all thats left is to wait for the days to pass as i sit back and enjoy whats left of the year. please girl, be at my party! i want you there.. XoXo

ooh. lets just say the chalet's gonna have a pretty decent sound system =) haha. yeah. its friggin awesome in my opinion. haha. borrowed sis's altec lansing 2.0 speakers. now if only i had a subwoofer. haha. and ironically, my lappy's built in speakers are altec lansing too. haha. anyway, i'll be soon askin ppl their confirmation details regarding the chalet so i can get a namelist on those who arent comin. haha. =)

anyway, xmas was awesome i got new jeans and now imma allowed to use sis's phone till new year. coolios. haha. sony ericsson ftw??? haha. maybe. =X anyway listenin to the alvin and the chipmunks soundtrack now. its friggin cute la. imaging playin this during the chalet. neighbours complain siol =X

Its an oh so jolly season and also a look forward to the new year. yes, my party is good to go and i have everything set up to make this party BANGING. well except for booze. i'll get back to you on that. =) so yeah. i'll get the number soon so once i do i cant tell you guys and also confirm the number going. so yupp.

anyway, VIRTUAL SKIPPER is taking over my life! haha. die die everyday must play at least 15 races. but then super addictive like how normal sailing is. haha just minus the amount of pain. i think the hardest class to sail on is the multi-hull wan. i cant seem to round marks closely without hitting them. haha. but by playing this game, my usage of racing rules increase tenfold. haha. so yupp. other than that its been an amazing month andi cant wait to usher in the new year. and sorry guys, no HOOTERS!! =X

wahhhhh oh the tiredness.. work's been good. tmr my last day so looking forward to the weekend where i'll be spending it in a suite in MALAYSIA baby. hahaha yeah.. sexxxy suite. yupp.. today is revenue incoming week.. hahahaha. and its all going to pay for the new stuff in my boat. my f-ing broken boom, my bent to da max upper mast, my torn at the hemm hikers, my painfully smallish gloves, my fraying ropes and my colour faded life vest. =))) anyone care to gimme a lil CASHHHH MONEYYYY? =) yeah.. die die dun wan anything to break before trials. =)

so yeah next week is like the last week of dec! and its like 2 weeks till i can sail again! but then again, i can play virtual skipper to cope with that... grr... so yeah, its preparations time for my party at D.E. soo cant wait for that. haha.. yeah.. then next week is like rest and relax week so like will probably be home most of the time.. =X but we'll still see la. haha. cant wait to stay in mah SUITEEEEEEE. =) maybe i can finally start skatin again.. lols..

oh ya forgot to blog abt sunday! haha anyway it was like ri's last day taking us so we're like fun all the way. =) yupp.. we did match racing! was so fun! everyone learned loads today but there was like only the twins, shev, ian, jared, daryl and me. haha. then like my boom totally snapped into two when i was match racing with ger. bleagh. lucky nvr break during regatta lorz. its about time i but ALL new parts. haha. so sianz. didnt even go a'port. i was like.. uhh....... nah. will see them next year. haha. then night was some party thing then went home lor. omigosh i'm bridge and sailing deprived already! tolongz~

thanks for linking me KIRA.

haha today went so-so la. nth big nothing fancy. alotta card playing thats all i know haha. reached nsc at like 9 and waited for the run which never happened so we like ran ourselves. lols. so melodramatic la. anyway after run we like played cards till... uh... 2??? haha.. oh! we invented loser bridge! haha.. its where you gotta win the least amount of sets.. haha hard to explain the rules here. ^-^ but damn fun.

anyway den riliang was like showin us a sailing video then when ben ainslie and robert sheidt match race on the last race i was standing on my seat sia! it was PURE MATCH RACING TO THE CORE. WAY BETTER THAN AMERICAS CUP. dam stress sia. from the start allthe way to the finish match racing. wahh shiokkkk... i wanna do that sometime...

then after the video we played polar bear. and i was the only polar bear victor! hahahahaha. trust this face.. =) yeah.. den we showered and slacked and played cards for like 2 hours. till daddy came at like 645. sianz. abit late ah... haha.. nvm la. tmr is riliangs last day of byte nat coaching and he's promised a fun filled day so lookin forward to it! =)

WHAHAHAHAA. soccer rocks. played an hour plus of soccer but lessen the amt of running this time. but better scoring plays. been passing ard more and my playmaking has been pretty darn good. i switched flanks like 1212512546413 times la. damm irritating cuz i didnt have alot of time on the ball. but when i did. WAH. golden touches sia. but it was alright la. haven played for 2 weeks and its good to be back. =) tmr i dunno wad to do. next week working lo! haha. lugging stuff around sounds like my kinda thing. =) cheers.

today was fun fun fun. went to saf changi damn early and slacked. then like it was ians birthday so like we gave him the usual thing. a throw into the pool and cake smear on his face. =) both done by me. haha. yeah.. den like no wind so like we got totally towed back! yay us! haha den like when we recovered we like showered asap and like my sis gave us 6 guys a lift to pp. yes, 6. me infront and like, oli, ian, collin, ziyang and clement at the back. damn lame. we swore we wheelied once. haha. then the twins dad's car had benedict, ger, val, shev and den.

when we reached parkway we plan eat pastamania. den i was like damn sian eat pasta. so we chose sakae sushi. den we like. walau sian eat sushi. so we like swensens den we were like... uh i dun wan wait for seats. so back to pasta! haha i used da jie's card to eat so we got 10% discount! haha. yeah. and germaine finished her food for one this time. haha. yeah. then after that we like went to coffee bean to sit on our asses and slack so ya. i was the onli one who ended up buyin so like i bought one kids and one small pure choco. the kids one was for the girls. meh. treat.

then we were like ok lets go eat ice cream at vals house. i was like, HUH. all the way thr for ice cream so i was like anth. haha den like ger and ben had some prob abt wanting to tell their dad abt it and we were like aiya no need tell la... haha.. eventually they didnt and like headed to ice cream. only val den ian yang ate ice cream. the rest didnt. then like after sitting for a damn long time we like parted with me ger ben shev goin to parkway. i had to buy my bro's birthday present. so like we headed to borders to talk abt the regatta. we sat down for like a nano-second when ger's dad called to pick them up so yeah. they left and i bought the gift then went home. haha.

fun day, fun times. =) enjoy!

victory. 3 years. still my name. nice nice. here's the recap of the day:

reach saf changi already, all hyped up to rig and launch for my next 3 races. BOY WAS I WRONG. guess what fell upon us? RAIN. totally. so we had to duck and cover. so we went to the members lounge and like play cards and slack. but then we recieved notice that we still have to launch and sail. i was like WTF, in this wind??? haha. so ya la. i launched. but honestly, i shouldn't have. lols. we like launched and DRIFTED for like 2 hours. eventually we recovered at like 1 and like slacked on shore for awhile.

we tot no more racing sia. and was already celebrating in the pool. haha. but then... "HORN!!!" and AP down. haix................... so yea, we launched. wind was quite good so i wasn't complaining. anyway, here's the race:

first start was general recall. second start black flag and i started 3rd. eugene beat me to the windward mark and i rounded 2nd. just then a gust hit me on the downwind and eugene faltered with me stealing the lead and breaking it apart. LIKE REALLY FAR APART. rounded the 4th mark the windward comfortably till it poured down real hard and i couldnt see where the next mark was. i ended up going real high and almost killing myself but luckily my downwind was "ace" and i rounded to my 5th and last horn for this regatta. (6th including passage) =)

so yeah. perfect race perfect regatta. thanks to everyone for making it possible. really, thanks.

11111

LOVING THIS WEEK. today was awesome. every single race i didnt round the windward mark first. but crossing the line ahead of everyone else. it was so awesome that i had to pinch myself to see if this is really happening. so here's a a summary of the races.

wind super duper light and they start the race. my start was HORRIBLE. started at like 3rd line and had no wind to beat up. PLUS i banged wrong corner and overlayed the mark. downwind no change in position but it took a hell load of patience cuz current was so darn strong. same thing happened for the upwind. now this was where the fun started. on the reach, i somehow was able to point up over everyone and eventually got my lead ahead of nick. then we rounded the 2nd mark and practically our spots were sealed with a freak wind shift and gust to bring me to win my first race.

again light wind, again bad start. i counted and i rounded windward 38th. OMG. not happening man. THEN super heng we bang up on the downwind and geneve rounded first followed by germaine and me. val and den were behind me. lols. all girls. die die. and geneve's lead was like amazing. BUT she went too low on the reach and the rest all caught up with her. by the 2nd mark i was on her stern. a lil bit of match racing and i moved up to round first and get the horn to finish. and i'm really sorry to geneve for stealing her pos. =(

YAY strong wind. my start was perfect. but eventually feng yi out sailed me to the mark and i rounded 2nd. BUT his downwind was kinda slow so i took over and rounded first. from that point onwards i kept my cool and played the safer route to cover fengz. i did that all the way to the finish to get my 3rd horn for the day.

STILL STRONG WIND. shiok. BUT horrible start where i tot it was general recall but it turned out to be individual. nvm. worked my way upwind to round 8th and worked my ass up on the downwind to 2nd right behind russell. i got beat by zach on the upwind and rounded windward 3rd. BUT russ made the same mistake of goin low and me and zach caught to him. i rounded 2nd ahead of zach. THEN russ wasnt paying attention to his sail when a shift hit and from then on he slowed down which allowed me to pass and steal the win.

so thats a recap and tmr is the last day. i hope the winds are on my side and i pray really hard to make it. =)

hmmm lets just say today was DAMN LAME. haha like seriously. from start to finish. first. wind DAMN LIGHT. then, current DAMN STRONG. so practically equals to nonsense racing. my start was horrible. i started way behind everyone else but eventually current and bang corner helped me out and rounded 4th. but lets just say we all didn't round "fairly". =X

so yeah. i went all the way inshore to overcome the current and eventually got up to first with mondy and jo behind me. den mondy and jo had some upping fight or something so i dunno bout that and jo went up to 2nd. we caught up with the radials! like collin and mark and some other mj girl. haha. damn lame. basically top 2 together and the rest DAMN FAR. haha. yeah. so we fought against current all the way to bedok and rounded to relax with the current on our backs. so yeah. den once past keta wind shifted 180 degrees and STORMED. like wtf. i finishing then u storm. so farny. haha. eventually finished first and with a ok-ok lead la. jo did well to keep up.

Fendi - SIN 7

Joanne - SIN 3046

Edmond - SIN 5164

Louis - SIN 5656

Denise - SIN 3251

Nick - SIN 3034

Germaine - SIN 3012

Ian - SIN 3063

Geneve - SIN 3013

Eugene/FengYi - SIN 3100/3281 (Not sure who)

Den like Eugene got some funny thing about this bianca girl damn funny. den we keep making fun f him abt this. haha. yeah. den like we call her blanca from street fighter, the green electricity guy with the orange hair. hahaha. damn lame. oh wells. tmr is anth day. toodles~

sorry but nth really eventful happened today so this will be kinda short... first i went to constant wind to get my new hikers which cost me like a quarter of my revenue. damn. anyway, i relaxed at home mostly. watchin nickelodeon and cartoon network trying to de-stress. but yeah other than that its mostly packing and crossing stuff off my checklist. haha. yeah. so tmr is passage and im goin early to destroy other people's boats................. just kidding. im goin to wash the boats and like go into my "zone". so yeah. my zone is really important. haha. anyway tmr is a new day and i am really looking forward to it. =)

today was really cool i guess haha. my week is really getting really really good. yupp. went to nsc like super early morning again haha yeah.. then like we were supposed to sail over to saf changi BUT it rained..... like pouring non-stop. yeah. haha. that was lamez. so we were stuck on shore waiting for the rain to stop so that we could get towed to changi. while waiting, everyone played polar bear! yay! haha.. fengyi and eugene. lols to the GAYMASTER. yeah.. then when the rain stopped we launched and got towed to saf changi. it was super cold on the journey there la. haha. shivering legs and chattering teeth. like seriously. i hope i dun get a cold though. yupp. lols... then after recovering and what not we just swam for a while before deciding to go out together! yeah.

so like after showering we all planned to take the shuttle bus to tanah merah but then the twins mum not there yet so like not fair they wait alone so i wait with them. yeah. anyway, eventually their mum came and gave us a lift to suntec! thanks aunty! so cool la. haha yeah.. i looked like a dipstick lugging my sail around. haha but then again i had no choice. so like we met up with mondy euge and fengz then go eat subwayz for lunch. haha. that germaine really gets excited by alot of stuff la. from the way the subway guy made their sub to the little girl riding the small kiddy ride. so eventually the guys went off and it was only me and the twins. so we all decided and i treated germaine to bowling seeing that it's her first time bowling. geneve couldnt play cuz she cut her toe on a barnacle at changi today.. hope ur toe gets better! haha.. yeah. ANYWAY. for someone so small, its damn scary to see her carry a 9 pounder and bowl. but her method is to walk up to the line and drop the ball. and she got her first strike today too! haha.. had alot of laughs while playing. haha. yeah.

then we stopped and headed to suntec convention center cuz their dad was picking them up from there cuz germaine had dental appointment i think. yeah. oh ya then my contacts like got damn itchy and eventually i had to take them out and pop 'em back in. yeah.. lols. then when their dad came i met up with collin val yang and den. den and collin went home early so me yang and val went starbucks to chill. eventually they had to leave then i went to town to meet sis.

i tot i meeting sis at like 7 plus skali not sia. actually met her at 9 plus and went eat/drink at starbucks. haha.. yeah.. anyway tmr is r&r day and i'm planning to SLEEP. like thru the day. haha.. yeah.. OH YEAH! i bought myoplex already. so yupp. hopefully my recovery time will shorten. looking forward to an eventful week and to be keeping positive and relaxed about "you-know-what" =)

yay! today was funnn!!! hahaha.. yeah.. went to nsc at like 730 as usual den like SLEEP till like 9. hahahaha. yeah.. then when everyone came we all launched at like 10 to do a lil bit of team racing which i tot the girls did an awesome job in. u rock girls! sry for being a lil harsh anyway. =X
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anyway, we came back for lunch and like the twins dad bought lunch for us. damn cool la! thanks uncle! yeah... den we played POLAR BEAR. AGAIN. lols. damn funny cuz like more people den like more opportunity oso. haha... nick was the only polar bear victory i think. yeah.. den after polar bear we played soccer! we added a twist in the rules saying that only girls can score which was damn hard. but the girls again did a valiant effort. go girls! haha. den we switched game to captains ball which the last part was damn funny cuz like me and ri sat down and like i was trying to block the last shot off him. haha. hilarious. then we launched again after that in real gusty winds. haha. alot of lame capsizes today and alot of freak shifts which caused me to capsize.
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after trng we like gathered people to have dinner! and the turn out today was good! it was me, ri, maxi, nick, val , ger and gen. so yeah. we ate at pastamania again. haha. yupp. i damn sian sometimes with pasta. haha. den like we all seperated leaving me and the twins. now heres the story bout the twins. germaine is like a friggin 4 year old la....... she cant stand still. like seriously. haha i cant believe we had to like search thru borders to like find her cuz she kept running away and like hiding. haha.. i really really dun get the girl. but yeah she's loads of fun. geneve is more on the mellow side, playing the role of big sis to gemaine looks really really hard. haha. you try controlling a 14 year old who thinks she's 4. its hellll... we were damn scared we lost her in borders la. also we thought we might get kicked out for that. haha. yeah...

then i had to meet my sis so after walking around parkway more we left and headed for the taxi stand which had an UBER long queue. so i got smart and walked thru roxy square to the other side to get a cab and we got a cab like instantly. haha. yeah. damn lamez. but it works. so yeah. i got a ride from them to paya lebar mrt since it was on the way. thanks girls! then took train to bugis to meet sis and mag for drinks. i got oreo milkshake which made me really really sleepy but then again i'm still super hyper from everything that happened today. so cool la. my week seems to be getting better =) hope it gets better this weekend if u get wad i mean ^-^

argg. today was fun but it had an anti-climatic ending. it was like morning we had super nice long run to bedok jetty and back. SHIOK. den after that we like slack in gym. 5 guys went to cycle to help us buy subway for dinner while a few of us stayed back in the gym and played POLAR BEAR. lols. damn funny. it was like me, jared, daryl, oli, shevaun, the twins and ri. damn lame la... alot of laughin goin on. haha. den when the rest came back we had our lunch.

i drank the drink which had like all the drinks mized into one. it wasnt that bad but it tasted more like carbonated barley. LOLS. then we rigged and launched asap. i was being lame so i like arranged the trolleys like in one straight line. damn random la. so yeah lauched. did long reaches, downwinds, upwinds and alotta capsizing. damn funny i tell you. so yeah recovered. so far so good. then like i asked hu goin dinner like noone goin except oli and ian. wtf lar. gayness... the girls were like... not present. hahaha. yeah.. went to parkway to get some pastamania for dinner. i couldnt find my myoplex oso la. wtf.... damn suay. den i went home on the ever trustworthy bus number 31. =)

so basically i feel kinda sad la.. cuz like the day damn anti-climax. then tmr i gotta sail against the big guns like nick and val somemore. SIANZ. makes me damn lazy. feel like ponnin trng so badly. haiz.... whart to do sia... dunno la. in the end oso "im there only cuz shes there"

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"Fading"
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You caught me by surprise, as you walked on by
Speechless when i saw you, now you've made me shy.
With your cunning smile, and your silky smooth skin
Gazing at you, would leave me in sin.
I act nonchalant, but it's you that i'd be wanting
With you by my side, it's better than broad reaching!
I shudder to think, that i might fail at this
But imagining it being reality, now thats eternal bliss.
Well lets just say, i can't take this anymore
Having thoughts of you, would mess up my score.
But still i can't help it, i'm a sucker for you
Tell me to jump off a building, and i'll do that too.
I feel the pain, of a young man in love
It might be true, that you've been sent from above.
Alas i tell myself, this ain't a time for mourning
There is still hope, but sadly it's Fading.
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© 2007 Fendi
All Rights Reserved ®

wonderful day x2!

yeah... today was awesome. winds were stronger than yesterday somemore. haha. woke up at like 11 and reached nsc by 12. and went to buy my upper mast. but then realised that it wasn't my upper mast that was bent but my lower one. so i swapped them. can really see my mast drastically straighten up. so yeah. today wind so strong somemore so like i damn scared to pull too much main. haha. so yeah. also, today i kinda like HAD to capsize alot cuz ri ask me to practice the "death-roll-and-recover-fast-into-sailing-manuever". i didn't master it but i did it a few times. haha. yeah... then like we had a huge reach back to shore and like boy are my arms and quads sore. tmr got run and more sailing some more. haha. yeah..

anyway, after recovering we like discussed what was happening tmr and stuff. so yeah i asked the guys who's going for dinner tmrand like most of the guys can but the girls didn't give me definate replies. so i hope they can go~ if not gay fest sia. haha. so yeah. regatta inching closer, and i can't wait. if the winds stay like this i'll be super happy but on the other hand, lets hope i recover fast enough to survive the regatta~ =)

hmm this is just gonna be a review of what a wonderful day. haha. so... lets see, morning i awoke at 9 to like go for morning run den by the time i reached nsc, the run was like finishing already so i had to run alone. lols. that sucks. anyway, there were only 3 bytes, me and the twins. haha lols to oli who didnt come. tsk tsk. anyway, ended up playing cards till like more people came. den ri made us launch in BEAUTIFUL wind. guess wad. gusting 18 knots! hur hur.. shiok sia. one of the most enjoyable trng thus far for me. ri taught me alot of stuff today and i thankful for that. my reaches and downwinds really improved. haha.. by like ALOT. thanks again! anyway, tired and dead we recovered and then talked abt the trng streak we're gonna have. so its, monday and tuesday sail. to be at nsc by 9. hur hur. die sia liddat. hahaha.. yeah anyway i suggested going for dinner together as one squad together after each day. so i hope they dun mind.

anyway, after that, parents came to pick me up and brought me to queensway where i bought jeans and long tights. the tights were diadora as usual. haha. i pray for the day fbt makes long legged tights. haha.. yeah... anyway its nice la. gonna try 'em out tmr. yupp.. hoping the wind is like that tmr too. haha call me crazy but i enjoy the pain. the numbness of my quadriceps make me so ecstatic. plus the blinding pain in my arms to add to that. =) i really enjoyed today alot and now im home in front of the com recapping the day. this almost brings a tear to my eye. sobs. but yeah tmr is a new day and i hope it'll be as fun as today!

argh. i still can't get over the fact that camp is no more. all thanks to uncle edwin~ sheesh. if i needed a reason to be bummed this week i would find smth better to be bummed about. but this is just so wrong. fuck la. there goes a chance la. where do we go from here??? haiz.... im just real bummed bout camp la. smth i could look forward to. smth i could REALLY look forward to. i even have 44 light sticks to use for camp la. plus, 6 packets milo powder, 6 packets of oreos, 1 fun pack of cadbury boost, 2 packets of cadbury bytes and 1 box of chewy bars. WAD THE FUCK LA.... pissed..... gonna vent my anger out on the run tmr. grrr really really not happy bout this. i wasnt even in the mood to spend today. haix....

ps: kaya turski, you give a whole new meaning to female rollerbladers. i love you and the way u rip them rails.