What a horrible day. Truly awful.. It was like a depressing scene from a sappy movie. My emo-ness kicks in once again.. I don't know whats the reason behind it but i really feel like crap. This morning soccer already was playing badly. That one freekick was cool though. I took it ronaldo style. Striking the ball at the air hole. Doing the 5 steps back thing and the accelerated drive thru the ball. That was the only highlight of my soccer filled morning.

And don't get me started on this afternoon's sailing. Absolutely horrid. I felt like shit during sailing. Was tired and drowsy. Plus the added effect of bloody prevailing wind shifts which made me really mad and eventually curse the F word. (Which got me doing 50 Push Ups as punishment) My races were horrid. My starts were dreadful. My tactics and strategy was idiotic. My fitness was disastrous. Overall, today was a really bad day for me.

So here i am sitting at home recollecting what i did wrong today and am really down in the dumps for doing such nonsensical stuff today. There's also the fact that i acted like such an ass around her today. This sucks alot la. Going emo and shit ain't good for my image and i end up eating and eating to get over it. I hate this. Whats the use of being the best if your not even gonna perform during minor trngs like this. I'm an utter disappointment.