Sorry haven't been blogging. Been studying and cramming for such a retarded test. Geez, multiple choice questions. How wrong can you go with that? Anyone wanna buy my notes now? =)

hmmm, haven't been trng alot too cuz of the exam and the coaching practical on weds which i thought i did kinda well for a guy who strongly objects against a coaching career in his future. But then again, it's badminton. And the guys had major fun didn't they? =) oh wells, proffessional studies tmr morning, followed by mr k's class.

oh, and happy belated birthday eugene! (fats)

Humility is the defining characteristic of an unpretentious and modest person, someone who does not think that he or she is better or more important than others.

mood: on the edge of being apathetic

all i can say is, if it doesn't kill you, it'll only make you stronger. just wait and see. tmr is a new day.

What is your deepest fear?

Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine, as children do. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It's not just in some of us; it's in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.

Lets just say i never wanna to go back into that emo zone again.. It brings back such painful memories and without you, i think i'd probably be halfway to hell by now. That was my promise to you and yours to me.

19022008 - <3

Hmm.. Lets just say today was very paint-filled.. =) will update on it soon!

Omigosh i like finished the NS Registration thingy. Finally. Haha. But i guess i had to no matter what cuz if i didn't do it by the 20th i think i gotta pay a fine or smth? But yeah, just glad its over.

Sailing over the weekend wasn't too bad. I got to use my new long legged hikers and boy it felt goooood... =) The knee area really helps cuz now i dun feel the pain of kneeling during runs and the abnormal feeling of several leg hairs coming off my legs. =X but yeah. All in all, sailing was good over the past two days, winds were good, weather wasn't too hot and current not too gay.

Yesterday was fun though. Went out to town with yellow baka to chillz. (Well not town, more like city hall?) Chingay was there too! Met wafflegirl along the way in and like she was about to dance in chingay! I mean like its not everyday you get to dance on stage in CHINGAY.

Oh ps, how u pronounce chingay? is it like CHIN-GAY or CHING-AY? Alot of people pronounce is CHING-GAY which i find strage enough cuz theres like only one G in the word. But oh wells. For something so grand, it happens once a year. Good on u wafflegirl! =)

Tmr there's Mr. K's class in the morning then its off to watch the others go PAINTBALL. Haha... This is gonna be realll funny. Thank god i'm watching only. =) maybe i be second cameraman. lols.

Anyway what a day i should say, went to DSO@NUS for some nutrition talk which was totally helpful. Then we went to burn inside some chamber thingy which for so friggin scary cuz it looked like a torture place. Then we MRT-ed all the way to tanah and took a cab to nsc which ended up making us early for core. Haha, oh yeah night class was cancelled... zomg... But in the end after core and gym i headed off back to sch cuz i had to hand out more v'day gifts.

then like i still have an extra box of chocos which i'll prob give to mr andre & ms prema tmr. OH AND LIKE I HAVE CLASS AT 815. =) nicez...

Dammit fen... get a grip on yourself. Stop treating them like play toys and choose which one to like as you wish.

Help me. It should be a crime to be so mixed up in smth like this. Its not that i'm bummed about choosing between but its that i'm bummed about me not being able to stick to one and like both are like majorly wayyy outta my comfort zone? i mean yeah, i see one everytime i train but its not like i dun see the other one at all? and its sooo not helping. there should be like a limit to number of times one guy can do this to himself. this sucks.

Eh, i'm not happy. If i ever see that lame 1958 kit EVER AGAIN, i'll fly there myself to burn the damn thing down. Lousy play, lousy control, lousy football. They should be the baka ones.

YESSS. I have all the radiant items! wahaha. equipped with all the good stuff. ohh yeahhh. Anyway i look like some pirate ninja mix. But my sword is kinda cool. =)

Alrights, enough about radiant mythology already. But heck. Hols are frigging boring without sailing let alone without you. Then again, we'll still meet again soon so i'll look forward to it 100%! Yeah.. And i can't wait for the regatta! I'm getting such ecstatic jitters from thinking about it. Cuz i get to use my new hiking pants! =) Soooo stoked about it. And i'll use a new pair of my purple nitrate gloves cuz the old ones are getting battered up badly. Also they're a size to big. =(

Ooh the song Love Me by Collin Raye has been in my head since afternoon! Can't get enough of it. Yeah i know its a sappy love song but its sooo sweet... =) haha

So lets see, plans for the next 3 days? umm... Slack at home, Go out and shop for myoplex, then slack at home on sunday again. Anyone knows how much myoplex lite is? =X

Physio today was alright. Met Yusof, CalvinKang, WeeChin and Mark there. My leg feels wayyy better now. Thanks Dr Teh, Gino and Nick! =) yeahhh then like played radiant mythology all the way on the bus ride home. I'm kinda like chionging to get my radiant armor when i reach level 40? so like i gotta rush these quests and beat the red radiant knight i think. oh wells.

then i watched naruto in the afternoon to kill alot of time. seeing how these holidays are wayyy boring. yupp. so yeah i've got zero plans tmr and i can't even shop cuz shops are like closed. ARGGG. hahah. Nvm a perfect excuse to save money i guess. =)

YEAHH I BEAT SENEL. ENTER FELANIE THE NINJA. WAHAHAHA.

Haha. That was totally random but who cares. I finally beat him in this morning while in McDonalds at kallang. Oh you should have seen me. I was trembling all over during the 7 minute fight. (Yes, i took friggin 7 mins. But heck i pwned that senel bastard.) Then when i won i was like screaming in the lone corner i was in at my psp while i felt all the eyes looking at me then i said "Damn this fly around me!" then they looked away. But yeah. Finally, a ninja. I'm level 26 now since i've like been playing from the wee hours of the morning till now.

Dr Teh said it was cool and my injury is prolly cuz i'm tight. (Yes woman, i know i can't touch my toes =P) He said i was super inflexible and had to work on that so he sent me to gino for physio which HURT LIKE HELL. I have to see him tmr again. Then this Nicholas dude took me for trigger ball and stretches. Met a whole lot of people there. First was mondy and his mom, then was mark victor rankine and wee chin, then was yusof, then was the other aut girl (sorry forgot ur name!) then lastly was calvin kang =) oh the wonders of ssc bringin us together. =) well tmr my physio is at 1030hrs so no need wake up so early! hehe..

N.b. i saw someone new today! she's realll cute! kawaii! =) shhh. i'm a guy. GUYS DO THAT. =P

ARGHHH whole day playing radiant mythology and i'm getting pissed cuz i've slaved for over 2hrs and i still can't slay that damn senel guy to get my ninja invitation. SCREW U SENEL. =X so i'm trng till lvl 40 then i'll go back to try and whoop his ass again. But then all i gotta do is practise the substitution jutsu thingy or guard switch thingy and time my talon strike and beast impact properly. For a guy with only 2200hp going up against a guy with 24500hp its quite an achievement to survive even 1 min. =)

anyway, been watching naruto and psp-ing the whole day. dang ninjas. MAN WHY MUST HOLIDAYS BE THIS BORING? plus i dun get to see her for a whole frigging week man. but dun worry next week is valentines week and i've got a few things up my sleeve ^-^ man i sound so cheezy.

tmr gotta go sports council at like the wee hours of the morn for my medical appointment. then after that i dunno what to do already. Probably head home though. Or i could go out if there are people free to go out that is. =) anyone?

Fen is happy =) cuz attention, HIKING PANTS ARE IN!!! Fen is filled with glee =)

Anyway, i didnt get to use it today cuz we all know that coach doesn't want us to use them. But oh wells, they're sexxxy. But not as sexy as the oaks i want though. =) still can't decide between matte or carbonfibre. Grr. Audi got a M frame too. the hybrid s lens wan. He got matte black frame with grey lens i think. I think jet black frame's still the sexiest looking one but since dun have i have to choose between the matte or carbonfibre. Helpp?

Matte Black Frame?

or Carbon Fibre Frame?

Sorry for the M.I.A. but i've been feeling un-bloggish lately. Trng like a dog and all. But yeah, its all good. Since my one week break's coming up next week i might as well. So yeah, AUT Day was cool. Did loads of shit and lepak till late. But now dunno why my biceps pain. Must've been throwing the football too hard.

Been watching alot of Naruto lately 'cause the game's got me addicted to the plot so i told my self i might as well watch it while i'm at it. But honestly, it's not that bad. The story line's kinda cool and it's bout ninjas! How way cool is that huh?

Oh and speaking about ninjas, radiant mythology rocks my socks. Been playing it non-stop. Went from thief to fighter, now training to go to ninja. WOAH. Haha, didn't know a game can get me so hooked. But its wayyy awesome.

And i'm in love with more oakleys! Haha, this time's the M-frame with the Red Lens.. PERFECT. BUT then again, the frame's either carbon or matte so i dunno. I'm not a fan of the fake carbon look and not a fan of the dull matte look. GRR. How now...