Dammit fen... get a grip on yourself. Stop treating them like play toys and choose which one to like as you wish.

Help me. It should be a crime to be so mixed up in smth like this. Its not that i'm bummed about choosing between but its that i'm bummed about me not being able to stick to one and like both are like majorly wayyy outta my comfort zone? i mean yeah, i see one everytime i train but its not like i dun see the other one at all? and its sooo not helping. there should be like a limit to number of times one guy can do this to himself. this sucks.