How can two people who cherish each other so much, hurt each other so badly? Its like our true identity is to use that bond without fear and insecurity. Our highest potential finds us when we set our course in that direction. The power of compassion among one another transforms such insecurity. Alas, we all say its just a word. But yeah, people toss it around so much that it becomes obsolete, etched into the minds of couples all round.

Who am i to agree with when it comes to it. Albeit a metaphysical gravity where we are all condemned to the fatal attractions that binds us to it and saps us of our emotions. It is not as if i don't see you in school everyday sitting among your bunch of friends, full of joy and without emotional distress while i can only merely fake a smile to simply show that I'm still alive in this world despite the fact that this is tearing me apart. 1 month has set me thinking and by my standings i can say that its been rough despite the fact that we have spent hours on end with each other.

Again, who am i to agree with, be it people who claims disastrous results giving the revolting excuse of the age gap. Honestly, i don't care about it. But what's holding me back is something far worse than i can actually imagine. The outcome is seriously going to be all my fault like all the past ones i have been in. The agony of it all is that i choose the outcome. Now I'm not one to be choosy but i make wrong decisions ALOT. And by chance that i make one small error, it can all potentially go downhill from here.

So now, I'm afraid. I'm afraid of that word. The word you dare not say without considering your feelings. Without confusion and dismay. And now, i know how you feel. I know the torture you go through each time you hear that word or in our case three words. Abbreviations don't help either because we all know what it reveals and its only going to make it worse. I now fear. Fear the use of that phrase. So please, don't shy away from it, i need you to voice up with me because we're in this together; both you and i.