Day 2 without you really really sucked too. I had to go to california fitness in like the morning. First thing in the morning when i woke up was like... "damn. i wasn't on the phone with her.. oh ya. she's having all the fun in the world in thailand." its like even watching friends doesnt make me smile. its like, trng today was alright, my shins hurt again but like trng without seeing you there is like so un satisfactory. usually i'd have a bad day and the only thing that'd make me happy was to see you everytime i train. somemore once your back from thailand, ur season is over and you'll be having a break from trng. so either way, I LOSE. =( this isn't working. i can't even pay attention in class properly. haiz... i'll msg u agn later i guess. see if u had fun. betcha did.

i will never let you fall... i'll stand up with you forever... i'll be there for you through it all... even if saving you sends me to heaven...