Love me or hate me for who i am, not for who i am not. Judge me for what i actually do and not what i claim to do. This is my way of life and that is just who i am. Who am i to say that i may not be the best person in the world though i may sometimes egoistically portray an image as such. It is with that same unrivaled ego that i frown upon my actions portrayed before my friends and most importantly her. For i am an avenger, forever hating myself for my past actions. Despite the fact that i know that i should not dwell on the past but the past is what drives me forward into the future. It is the present that gives us the way to control our lives and shape our future somewhat. Actions don't run your life but it's the thoughts which create those actions that do.
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I feel like I'm trapped in sabaku kyuu. I just hope sabaku sousou doesn't happen. Though I'm feeling that it's pretty close to actually happening. Lame yeah, i think i kinda know.