this week? pretty messed up..... monday test was uhhhh. ah wells screw da test. then trng almost puke. tues was umm interesting? cuz it was the day after that incident and it felt weird. then weds was bahh. morning class afternoon at home with SL. den like i slept so much didnt actually watch or do anth haha. so yeah. bummerz to do week man..
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it just sucks knowing that she's feeling that way and that i'm the cause of all this. it just sucks knowing that she trusts me so much and i fail her. it just sucks knowing that last year she was just one of the few loud and cute lil sec 1s right behind the sailors table. it sucks knowing that if aaron hadn't asked me for a favor i wouldn't have known her. geez. i damn thick skin siol.
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what are the odds that 7 months later i'd do smth like tat. heh. tat shocked even me. yupp but nevertheless i'm doing my best to do ANYTHING i can to like ummm lose tat feeling? my head full of mixed thoughts. newtons three laws.. lit review.. my girl.. fasting.. there should be a limit to how much torture ur brain can take (and in my case the heart too). gah. fasting's been messing with my thoughts. SLEEP FEN SLEEP.