all it takes is just one person to make that one day worthless.

the reshuffling of the guest list begins..

wonder why i put so much thought into it only to know that its probably gonna be quite a bust since my guest list unravels around that individual. henceforth the planning changes and i guess it'll be a pretty mother effing boring hell of a weekend.

is this how god punishes me? if so then i shall repent. i have lied and cheated my way around his rules and i accept it. being forsaken by the almighty feels like shit.