hmmz. i dragged a big box to sch today lol. everyone on the bloody bus tot bomb sia. sheesh. hmm then had trng in da gymz. today i became a hamster sia haha run on treadmil haha =) den do core. hmm then had lunch with alfred at dining hall. hmm today auntie very stress. the story very stress oso.. hmm i cant believe i finished my plate though. haha yeah.. anyway i wanted to escape the crowd so i chaoz when the black shirt people started fillin in. den alfred oso need to chaoz so yeah. den halfway walking out met matt den we talk talk abt ns and the accident in the end time pass den we play soccer! haha lol sia. i keeper! but scared my glasses ah so in the end was scared to dive and all. haha. den matt had to train so i chaoz for real =)

now i gotta clear up my room. aiyaaaa.

today was a very very close shave and wayang day for 4 people. firstly im very thankful that nothing serious happened to kang i mean i was seriously worried for him but im glad to hear it was nothing serious despite the 2 stiches. wishing you a great recovery kang. secondly to yusof, i just wanna say that no one is holding anything against you bro, cuz we're all ok. i hope that this doesnt setback you too much because i want to one day sit in a car that you're driving again. you're the most respectable driver i have ever met man. and here's to wishing you all the best in CD. cuz i'm gonna miss one of my best friends alot man. for wynner, thank god for seatbelts and airbags rite? wad a way to spend the new year in sg huh? haha. but for me.. i had no clue that armrest would have saved my life. i have learnt to cherish my life so much more. the 4 of us will truly remember this weird day.

anyway, after seeing the white light flash before my eyes i think i gotta tone down the crazy. =X

p.s. i just got my geeky glasses already and a new haircut. dayyum.

im trying to pretend that post is not there.

suppression of aggression~

actions speak louder than words. hidden behind the shadows of false pretense i feel that i am forsaken. not because i unwillingly made it this way but its the fact that i chose for it to be this way. there is no reason for me to be caught up in the nonsense that has been revolving around me lately and to enjoy my last 5 days the way I want it to. i choose myself whether i want to be with the people i love or not. i do not wish to be falsely trusted nor be entrusted with something i hold no benefit to. for i have gone through hell and back. heed my claims and hear me out. i've literally had enough with everything that has been going around and i am THANKFUL for me to be able to escape from all this. i have this little gut feeling that not alot of people will miss me. and i i will salute and remember those people who do. for they are the people i love and cherish who i know feel the same for me. so to those who are sweet enough to read this ranty post up to this point, here is the almighty question: Will you miss me when i'm gone or am i just a nobody to you.

Why have you forsaken me.

this blog is friggin dead can. and so will the next week of my life. gosh. i have literally 5 days more of freedom. whoop-the-fckin-doo.