actions speak louder than words. hidden behind the shadows of false pretense i feel that i am forsaken. not because i unwillingly made it this way but its the fact that i chose for it to be this way. there is no reason for me to be caught up in the nonsense that has been revolving around me lately and to enjoy my last 5 days the way I want it to. i choose myself whether i want to be with the people i love or not. i do not wish to be falsely trusted nor be entrusted with something i hold no benefit to. for i have gone through hell and back. heed my claims and hear me out. i've literally had enough with everything that has been going around and i am THANKFUL for me to be able to escape from all this. i have this little gut feeling that not alot of people will miss me. and i i will salute and remember those people who do. for they are the people i love and cherish who i know feel the same for me. so to those who are sweet enough to read this ranty post up to this point, here is the almighty question: Will you miss me when i'm gone or am i just a nobody to you.

Why have you forsaken me.