Just when I thought it would be clearer after my 2 final exams are over, it has gotten even more clouded. Its like now, all my attention is put onto tt. And its like feeding off me. Ugh. What's worse is that I've got a frigging last minute isbt tmr after drawing out number one and mess kits. Seriously. Why waste time. Ugh. And its like not ok? Cuz like drills has really been a b****. Its like drills all da way. With the exception of the darn isbt tmr. Seriously, what were they thinking. Anyway, on a high note, its like exactly 1 week left to passing out. Can hardly wait. But yeah, its bittersweet. Dun ask me why cuz I'll start emoing. Pfft. Seriously, these few days test water on my limits sia. Emotionally, mentally, physically. I just hope I can destress this weekend. Then its pop-oh all the way. Please let me end it on a high. I'm just praying that it all falls nicely into place :X
evanesco...
10:59 PM.

Monday, October 12, 2009

Hmm.. Haven't blogged in a while.. But its been okay.. Had to work yesterday, still here today. Kinda boring though. But under the bo-pian act we're stuck :( anyway, on a high note, sat was fun. Went out with wankees for lunch at seoul garde, and ended up smelling like bbq but that got eradicated at sephora ;) aftr tt was pretty fun as well. Shall not say here :P I have sudden cravings for ben and jerry's and olivia ong.. Haha.. But yeah. And I sure didn't know tt clarke quay and dhoby was separated by fort canning. Pretty cool photos at fort canning definately ;) hmm.. Just a thought, should there be a fear of trying and failing? Or should one just trial and error and see where it goes? There's a risk factor involved in a trial and error but then again, there's the time factor in waiting for tt right one. But I don't know. Still confused by everything and I surely don't want to think too much about it. I probably just need to let it flow and eventually it'll get to me. Somehow, someday, I'm gonna find that understanding ;)

evanesco...
2:37 PM.

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

Hmm. Tuesday already haha. Life has been so-so lately, still having some sleepless nights haha. But its not tt bad cuz in the end I'll doze of to pure exhaustion :X hmm.. This week is like IGA all the way with some drills and pt squeezed in haha.. Can't wait for pop la. Its like less than 4 weeks more. Exactly 23 days more haha.. Minus the weekends tts like 17 days left in HTA itself.. Yupp.. Hmm hopefully it'll all go smoothly up till pop ah.. Pass the remaining 2 exams, survive IGA and pray for postings :)

evanesco...
2:27 PM.

Monday, October 5, 2009

I dun really understand the way I'm feeling right now but I dunno. Its like not good but not bad as well. I dun really dun want it to affect me too much but deep down I know I can't help it. Each week passes in a way that makes me feel that being in HTA actually calms me down a little, letting me escape for all the hustle and bustle of the civilised world. Also, this is kinda putting a load on my wallet haha. I dunno. I suddenly believe in retail theraphy. Seriously. A watch, new shaker bottle to replace my broken one, a pair of running shoes to replace my torn adizeros and a pair of court shoes which I'll prolly never use for soccer and double it up as dress shoes. Now here I am in camp. IGA rehearsals held everday, PoP drills have started and I've still got CPC to mugg for. Can you say 'omg'? :( too much going on in my head man.

evanesco...
9:08 AM.