I dun really understand the way I'm feeling right now but I dunno. Its like not good but not bad as well. I dun really dun want it to affect me too much but deep down I know I can't help it. Each week passes in a way that makes me feel that being in HTA actually calms me down a little, letting me escape for all the hustle and bustle of the civilised world. Also, this is kinda putting a load on my wallet haha. I dunno. I suddenly believe in retail theraphy. Seriously. A watch, new shaker bottle to replace my broken one, a pair of running shoes to replace my torn adizeros and a pair of court shoes which I'll prolly never use for soccer and double it up as dress shoes. Now here I am in camp. IGA rehearsals held everday, PoP drills have started and I've still got CPC to mugg for. Can you say 'omg'? :( too much going on in my head man.
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