So its 8 days till i go under the knife and i really can feel the cold sweat inching down my back each and every time i think about it. i just cant help but take this time to acknowledge the family and friends who've been by my side all these while for they have been the ones who have stood by my side through everything and so help me i will not forget these people. I dont know how people can go into surgery without fear. There is such a thing as a surgical anxiety! And i am practically SWIMMING in it right now. but no problem, i'm just gonna let it slide... I have no choice. This is my future we're talkin about. I wanna run, I wanna sprint, I wanna cycle. And maybe, just maybe, in 2 years time, i wanna play soccer again.

So damn this anxiety. I hate this feeling.
evanesco...
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