this is killing me slowly inside. its officially 14 days till my surgery and i am seriously freaking out. Like 'OMG I CANT BELIEVE IM GOING THRU WITH THIS' freaking out. But it made me realise that im still a little kid. a kid that's afraid of getting shots. a kid thats afraid of pain. a kid that just wants to have fun. I just wanna devote this last 2 weeks to having the most awesome time of my ife and after that, i know i will suffer. But at least i know the suffering was worth it. I mean yeah, i could have just not gotten the injury in the first place but this is something im gonna tell my kids and my grandkids. Im going under the knife. Im gonna get really fat from all the lying around. But i assure everyone out there that i'm gonna bounce back so hard you're gonna get knocked back and all you can say is 'wow'

peace out spider monkeys
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