Saturday, September 25, 2010
The weather yesterday was sooo messed up. Got woken up by someone then it was damn hot and I had to walk to the mosque. And me being the idiot that I am, wore black! So much for being fresh to death. Afternoon went by even smoother cuz it rained and i managed to clock in about an hour nap. First day of F1 was pretty good! Vettel and Webber managed to top the practice timings (: It looks like a good weekend ahead for Red Bull Racing. And im in love with Vettel's new helmet!
1:37 AM.
Thursday, September 23, 2010
Credits to Sammy's tumblr. Too cute!
evanesco...
11:49 PM.
Wednesday, September 22, 2010
"As you build your dreams on my shattered hopes, I look back on a day once loved and fantasize for tragedy" - Alesana
Fcuk it la where the hell is my midi controller. I'm this close to just screaming my lungs out my window. I'm quite satisfied that I finally got some sleep today though. I think it was just pure exhaustion. Then did a little cleaning up (not really) after waking up. I jut realized the headphones i now own are actually pretty horrible and I'm in quite a desperate need to just get new ones.
Recently, my angst playlist has been playing alot and i suddenly remember why i listen to this type of music. God help me. Any guesses which is my favorite song in the list? Cmon, it's not that hard. Oh i know who would know haha. My neighbours! They have definitely been irritated by this song over and over again. Especially for the past few days.
Last night there were like so many girls in town. Especially at Starbucks Wheelock. Macbook girl! We were there to celebrate TJ's last week in Singapore before he flies off to the UK.
evanesco...
8:56 PM.
Monday, September 20, 2010
I don't know what to do anymore. I really don't know. Here I am feeling so crappy about everything when I shouldn't. I find it's such a waste that two people who like each other alot can't be together. It's just so unfair to both parties. Nevertheless i shouldn't be feeling this way. I really shouldn't. It's like here I am trying to enjoy every minute of my life then by a twist of fate our paths cross and now we're stuck. I just don't want to go through this anymore. Fcuk flings, fcuk club girls.
'We will work out'
'We will be fine'
The two phrases that constantly burn a hole in my heart.
Why can't my Vestax hurry up and arrive already. I need distraction.
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evanesco...
10:10 PM.
I'm never gonna let myself go through this again. You know what sucks, just when I'm about to let my heart go, she says no. As in I knew I'd forever be on the edge but this is just too much. I always give up on these type of short relationships cuz I always know i'm the one who eventually gets hurt and thrown away. But to think that I actually almost let myself go for this girl already proves how different she is. It's not whether I'm playing the game or not but there was never a game with her to begin with. It's like I can keep going on about all these sappy emo stuff but the fact of the matter is, I got played. The Aces were dealt and I walk away from the game empty handed as always. Fck this shit. I should have listened to myself when I thought this would lead me nowhere.
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evanesco...
10:58 AM.
Sunday, September 19, 2010
Still quite dazed about like whats been going on lately. With my social circle, stuff going on at DHQ, post-ORD job hunting. Like everything is going by REALLY fast. Plus it's raya. It's like havoc month for the 'anak bujang'. Seriously, how did you handle this sis! Jia lat sia everytime help mummy with the drinks and the kuih and everything. So like the only good thing I can look forward to is when my Vestax arrives on my doorstep and when my fixie gets sold off (and smth else i can't say). Like i know i'll miss my fixie and all but i think i have to like sell it off.. With school around the corner and all. Plus i need to find a friggin job to survive on when i ORD! Tsk. This is like way frustrating. I wish life had a remote control. Then i can rewind, fast forward and pause it. This is too much for one guy to handle lah.
And i'm actually missing Lil Jon today. Wtf right.
evanesco...
6:01 PM.
Thursday, September 16, 2010
I realise that my blog is so friggin deaddd. Buttt, I shall revive it (: I'm caught in a situation whereby I don't know whether I wanna let my heart lead the way or just wing it. I mean like, what's a man to do dammit. I probably make no sense but it's like 1:20am and I'm getting cranky. So yeah, on the other hand, I just ordered a dj controller! Vci-100se and an audio 2 dj (: I know I'll love it and use it on a daily basis. Cuz I dun want to let my one and only reader of this blog down (unless there are more reading my blog :X)
So, da jie, thank youuu! <3 <3
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evanesco...
1:26 AM.
