Ok day 2 of my first aid course was like super awesome (: started late and ended like by lunch (: quite fun la haha. And tmr's the last day! Then it's a rest for 2 weeks then powerboat course! I know I should have listened to a few people when they said I should coach sailing but I didn't really think it through yknow? I'm a guy who doesn't really like to think about the future and live in the present so it's like my career has no pathway right now and it's scaring me. That's why I'm doing all these courses while I can now so I at least have options. I mean yeah coaching can be a drag bit I think this is what I want to do. I knew I could never get the seawater out of my blood and I personally think that this is the best thing I can do so far.


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evanesco...
9:08 PM.

Thursday, October 28, 2010

Omg the next 3 days are gonna suck so bad. I have to be at Chinatown at like 8 every friggin morning. What makes it worse is that it's the weekend and I soooo don't have the mood for this. I just booked my powerboat licence course this afternoon and it's due to start in 2 weeks. I have honestly no idea what I'm gonna do for the next few years of my life. Back to coach sailing? That's the most probable path I can think of. As well as help Reactiv. I still wanna run and all but with uni due to start and with a job to hang on to, I don't know where my priority lies.

Damn, mum was right. I can't put girls on my priority list. There's gotta be some way around this dammit.


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evanesco...
9:48 PM.

Tuesday, October 26, 2010

I told myself to give it a chance. Looks like it won't work out. Move along Ace. Move along. On a bright note, I need to know what to do after ORD! I can't keep training and training :/ me thinks after my first aid this fri, sat and sun, I'm gonna head out and do my powerboat licence. I gotta find something to do or else I'm screwedd :X


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evanesco...
5:54 PM.

Wednesday, October 20, 2010

Something worth thinking over. The question is, What is you deepest fear?

Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine, as children do. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It's not just in some of us; it's in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.

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evanesco...
1:36 AM.

I love having this blog to rant. Although I know it's outdated and like everyone is tumblr-ing, I like to return to this blog knowing that my true friends and loved ones are happy to read about my life and what I do. Lock my blog? Nah. Make it private? Never. Why? Cuz that's just who I am and that's why my family and friends love me. And dammit I may not know how to show affection or care but I do love them, from the bottom of my heart. Everything I do in my life is to repay them for raising me to become the man that I am. I am 20. I am a man devoted.


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evanesco...
1:20 AM.

Tuesday, October 19, 2010

I'm addicted to the melts!!!




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evanesco...
3:29 PM.

Wednesday, October 13, 2010

Pencil: I'm sorry
Eraser: For what? You didn't do anything wrong.
Pencil: I'm sorry cos you get hurt bcos of me. Whenever I made a mistake, you're always there to erase it. But as you make my mistakes vanish, you lose a part of yourself. You get smaller and smaller each time.
Eraser: That's true. But I don't really mind. You see, I was made to do this. I was made to help you whenever you do something wrong. Even though one day, I know I'll be gone and you'll replace me with a new one, I'm actually happy with my job. So please, stop worrying. I hate seeing you sad. :)


I found this conversation between the pencil and the eraser very inspirational. Parents are like the eraser whereas their children are the pencil. They're always there for their children, cleaning up their mistakes. Sometimes along the way... they get hurt, and become smaller (older, and eventually pass on). Though their children will eventually find someone new (spouse), but parents are still happy with what they do for their children, and will always hate seeing their precious ones worrying, or sad.

This is to all the parents out there...

evanesco...
9:23 PM.

Totally forgot to post this (: vettel and his suzuka helmet!




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evanesco...
12:18 AM.

Thursday, October 7, 2010

I've recently fallen in love with Twitter. It's like I don't even need to ask people what I'm doing anymore haha they just tell me (: easier for me too! They'll be like eh what're doing now? I'll say go check Twitter. Ho dam. I like where I am now, back in the game, back as the guy you all love me for and what else can I say? I'm awesome. Already weighed down the pros and cons but it's always a pro with Ace. Cmon there son, did you really think Ace was gonna disappear that easily. The cards are dealt and it's a royal flush baby. I feel alive.

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evanesco...
11:40 AM.

Monday, October 4, 2010

I honestly feel like I'm being dragged along like a bitch. The dog kind la. But you get my point. It's not that I want to give up, it's that hope has given up on me. I don't like where I am right now, I really don't. Can it be 16th October already. I wanna be 'genuinely' happy for a day and not hide behind the veil of deceipt that has engulfed me thus far. I just need somebody to love dammit.


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evanesco...
8:06 PM.