Lacarnum Inflamarae

2011-06-20T22:55:00.001+08:00

Ok I know I probably haven't blogged in effing long. Been too happy with life I suppose? I mean them girls they come they go, Saturday through Sunday Monday, Monday to Sunday YO. Haha iRapper ;) recorded 2 songs lately, one edited a bit. But lovin it. I've turned into a butter freak OH NOOOO. But one night at zouk totally changed that. Sorta. Gahhhh. You people know where to find me luh :P

That's it for updates I guess? Stay tuned for more? :3 KITTY SMILEEEEE

xoxo fen ;)

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2011-03-14T21:54:00.001+08:00

Ok updates for the past 3 days? :P my bad haha

Sat:
First day of sport biomech! :D and... I don't know anyone. Buy everyones so nice to me :3 although I'm not from their batch they really take me into their family :) but thank goodness I was good at biomech 4 years ago. I remember MOST of the taught at aut.

Ok then after class... Buddy's party! And guess who was the dj eh eh :P of course dj fen lah! ^^ hmm yeah I was the only Malay there but nevertheless, everyone was nice to me an all :) I rocked the house! It was really fun esp the games and all. Then, KINGS CUP. Meh, I got wasted. Hit my head somewhere and I still can't remember haha.

Sun:
Woke up with a kickass headache from that knock on my head. Woke up, took a shower, said my goodbyes to buddy an off to class. CLASS. WTF. I died for the first hour like seriously, I was unconscious from 945 - 1045. Fail. But again, everyone was nice and they accepted me into their group for the project ^^

Went home and had dinner with sis and bro :3 at qiji! Nom nom.

Today:
Workload was crappy for the first half of the day. Had to travel to pandan to fix the float switch. Aft that back to RSYC to clear other work stuff. Then before left work security super ask for favor so I help him sent cik rahmat get throttle cable for his bike. Ended up missing the 6:10 bus so took a cab from work to bbdc for 5.02.

And... ... ... I passed! Now left RTT then can apply for pdl! Excitedddd

Hopefully the week ahead will be awezummm ;)

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2011-03-11T18:08:00.001+08:00

Longest meeting I've ever been in, fastest I've ever worked and most fun I've had today :) things are alot better when you're that awesome and so fly in your puma kicks, oaks, levis and l/s top. Dude I'm awesome.

Dude, I know ;)

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2011-03-10T18:13:00.001+08:00

Fruitful day at work, except for me finding out that motorcycle COE is up $600 to $2.6k! Like omg yo. Like LTA is telling me not to get a bike or smth. Nevertheless, I WILL. One I pass my tests :P 4 more pracs, 3 more theory lessons, 1 theory test and THE FINAL PRAC :D so sexited. But I'm still broke LOL. helppp.

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2011-03-09T21:52:00.001+08:00

Dream bike

Most-likely-for-now bike

Don't be hating on it for being a kupkia. Cheap, economical, looks decent. 2B bike nia..

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2011-03-09T19:47:00.001+08:00

Rough week so far but it's manageable I guess. Slot of new events have been going on and I just got vocally orgasmed on for not following some SOP shiznit. It grinds my gears pfft. Anyway, I've started studying physiology already.. Or at least attempted. I've got the first topic down. Only left with 3. This weekend's biomechanics, one of my best subs so I should be fine for that one. Lets hope the next few days of work will be a breeze.

Anyway, I'm dj-ing at a party this sat (: totally looking forward to it :D

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2011-03-03T14:05:00.001+08:00

Worked my butt off yesterday tyvm ^^

I just moved to the downstairs office today :D nice! Plus I just studied lecture 1 of hum an phys this morning :D

Really sleepy after nom nom :/

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2011-03-01T13:21:00.001+08:00

Meh. Gonna start ranting on the dead-but-not-dead-yet blog. Work has been really up and down at this point but this morning was quite weird. HR executive came into the office to ask my supervisor;

HR Exec: Capt, are you still looking for someone to take the head of seasports post?
Capt: -silent-
HR Exec: There's this guy who sent in his CV and it's quite comprehensive
Capt: ok ok I'll have a look at it then

It doesn't really concern me but seeing as to how I APPLIED for the head of seaports post (And didn't get it obviously), this guy is gonna be my boss. So like uh, I don't mind and all but as long as

A) They don't down my rank
B) They don't down my pay

Cuz I'm more than happy to get this workload off my shoulders

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2011-01-17T16:14:00.001+08:00

One interview in the morning. Had lunch alone at LJS. Next interview in the afternoon. Now on the way to buy contact lenses. Buying dress shoes after dinner. Sending off my best friend later tonight.

I'm clearing everything today so I have the other 4 days to spend with you people. Come get some.

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2010-12-24T15:12:00.001+08:00

It's times like this when I wanna tell myself, forget the past, enjoy the present and look forward to the future.

Merry Christmas Everyone (: love ya all!

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2010-12-20T11:29:00.001+08:00

What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you?

My heart and my head are not agreeing with each other. This is crazy. Stupid dream.

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2010-12-04T01:08:00.001+08:00

So far so good. The week has been pretty alright actually (: trained on monday, sort of and got sick. Got even more sick on Tuesday but at least I had 1-for-1 yoghurt and hung out with DJCal and DJStef. Trained in the morning with kyser on weds while I was sick so that wasn't a very good idea :X but I had sumo house! The cheapest meal ever. Seriously free flow green tea? Awesum!?!? Afters Easy A and dinner with windsurfers. Slacked on thurs then gymed today! Tmr I'm sailing so not a bad week so far (: heads up for updates (:

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2010-11-30T12:02:00.001+08:00

I realised it's been more than ages since I've updated my blog haha :P nothing fancy to report.. Just that NSC had been seeing alot of me lately haha (: oh yeah, sailing yeah. I just need to hurry and get my accreditation over and done with. Add a powerboat licence and I could very well be the best byte coach around. Just you wait, I can make champions.

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2010-11-07T18:33:00.001+08:00

Best weekend ever (: spent where? My used-to-be second home, NSC. I could get used to this son. Ord oh!

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2010-11-03T01:34:00.001+08:00

Today was a pretty good day. Had Frolicks in the afternoon, played some need for speed, went out for some yong tau foo (shouldve gotten carrot cake :X) and top it off with ice cream chefs. I really love this type of lifestyle but I know it will soon have to seize. Like my brother (in-law) said today; today is a day full of misses. It was when i spotted the photo in icc that it all finally came back to me.

Not saying that I'm not happy now but I came to the conclusion that I WANT to be tied down. Like I know the Ace inside of me thrives on hit-and-miss girls but tbh, at the tender age of 20 I think it's enough of the games and creeping. Everybody loves Ace, but it kinda gets tiring after a while. The search ends here. It's like I was happy when I had a better half. I mean obviously I made the wrong choice when I broke the 'age-rule' but I wouldn't call it a mistake. Heck, we lasted 13 friggin months and there hasn't been anyone competent enough to live up to that. So yeah, wrong choice? Maybe. Mistake? Don't think so. Regret? Definitely not. I'm pretty happy where I stand so with uni just around the corner, thus begins my new chapter in life: the 20s.

No use looking back, C'est La Vie.

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2010-10-30T21:08:00.001+08:00

Ok day 2 of my first aid course was like super awesome (: started late and ended like by lunch (: quite fun la haha. And tmr's the last day! Then it's a rest for 2 weeks then powerboat course! I know I should have listened to a few people when they said I should coach sailing but I didn't really think it through yknow? I'm a guy who doesn't really like to think about the future and live in the present so it's like my career has no pathway right now and it's scaring me. That's why I'm doing all these courses while I can now so I at least have options. I mean yeah coaching can be a drag bit I think this is what I want to do. I knew I could never get the seawater out of my blood and I personally think that this is the best thing I can do so far.

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2010-10-28T21:48:00.001+08:00

Omg the next 3 days are gonna suck so bad. I have to be at Chinatown at like 8 every friggin morning. What makes it worse is that it's the weekend and I soooo don't have the mood for this. I just booked my powerboat licence course this afternoon and it's due to start in 2 weeks. I have honestly no idea what I'm gonna do for the next few years of my life. Back to coach sailing? That's the most probable path I can think of. As well as help Reactiv. I still wanna run and all but with uni due to start and with a job to hang on to, I don't know where my priority lies.

Damn, mum was right. I can't put girls on my priority list. There's gotta be some way around this dammit.

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2010-10-26T17:54:00.001+08:00

I told myself to give it a chance. Looks like it won't work out. Move along Ace. Move along. On a bright note, I need to know what to do after ORD! I can't keep training and training :/ me thinks after my first aid this fri, sat and sun, I'm gonna head out and do my powerboat licence. I gotta find something to do or else I'm screwedd :X

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2010-10-20T01:36:00.001+08:00

Something worth thinking over. The question is, What is you deepest fear?

Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine, as children do. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It's not just in some of us; it's in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.

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2010-10-20T01:20:00.001+08:00

I love having this blog to rant. Although I know it's outdated and like everyone is tumblr-ing, I like to return to this blog knowing that my true friends and loved ones are happy to read about my life and what I do. Lock my blog? Nah. Make it private? Never. Why? Cuz that's just who I am and that's why my family and friends love me. And dammit I may not know how to show affection or care but I do love them, from the bottom of my heart. Everything I do in my life is to repay them for raising me to become the man that I am. I am 20. I am a man devoted.

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2010-10-19T15:29:00.001+08:00

I'm addicted to the melts!!!

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2010-10-13T21:23:00.003+08:00

Pencil: I'm sorry
Eraser: For what? You didn't do anything wrong.
Pencil: I'm sorry cos you get hurt bcos of me. Whenever I made a mistake, you're always there to erase it. But as you make my mistakes vanish, you lose a part of yourself. You get smaller and smaller each time.
Eraser: That's true. But I don't really mind. You see, I was made to do this. I was made to help you whenever you do something wrong. Even though one day, I know I'll be gone and you'll replace me with a new one, I'm actually happy with my job. So please, stop worrying. I hate seeing you sad. :)

I found this conversation between the pencil and the eraser very inspirational. Parents are like the eraser whereas their children are the pencil. They're always there for their children, cleaning up their mistakes. Sometimes along the way... they get hurt, and become smaller (older, and eventually pass on). Though their children will eventually find someone new (spouse), but parents are still happy with what they do for their children, and will always hate seeing their precious ones worrying, or sad.

This is to all the parents out there...

2010-10-13T00:18:00.001+08:00

Totally forgot to post this (: vettel and his suzuka helmet!

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2010-10-07T11:40:00.001+08:00

I've recently fallen in love with Twitter. It's like I don't even need to ask people what I'm doing anymore haha they just tell me (: easier for me too! They'll be like eh what're doing now? I'll say go check Twitter. Ho dam. I like where I am now, back in the game, back as the guy you all love me for and what else can I say? I'm awesome. Already weighed down the pros and cons but it's always a pro with Ace. Cmon there son, did you really think Ace was gonna disappear that easily. The cards are dealt and it's a royal flush baby. I feel alive.

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2010-10-04T20:06:00.001+08:00

I honestly feel like I'm being dragged along like a bitch. The dog kind la. But you get my point. It's not that I want to give up, it's that hope has given up on me. I don't like where I am right now, I really don't. Can it be 16th October already. I wanna be 'genuinely' happy for a day and not hide behind the veil of deceipt that has engulfed me thus far. I just need somebody to love dammit.

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2010-09-25T01:37:00.004+08:00

The weather yesterday was sooo messed up. Got woken up by someone then it was damn hot and I had to walk to the mosque. And me being the idiot that I am, wore black! So much for being fresh to death. Afternoon went by even smoother cuz it rained and i managed to clock in about an hour nap. First day of F1 was pretty good! Vettel and Webber managed to top the practice timings (: It looks like a good weekend ahead for Red Bull Racing. And im in love with Vettel's new helmet!

2010-09-23T23:49:00.005+08:00

Credits to Sammy's tumblr. Too cute!

2010-09-22T20:56:00.003+08:00

"As you build your dreams on my shattered hopes, I look back on a day once loved and fantasize for tragedy" - Alesana

Fcuk it la where the hell is my midi controller. I'm this close to just screaming my lungs out my window. I'm quite satisfied that I finally got some sleep today though. I think it was just pure exhaustion. Then did a little cleaning up (not really) after waking up. I jut realized the headphones i now own are actually pretty horrible and I'm in quite a desperate need to just get new ones.

Recently, my angst playlist has been playing alot and i suddenly remember why i listen to this type of music. God help me. Any guesses which is my favorite song in the list? Cmon, it's not that hard. Oh i know who would know haha. My neighbours! They have definitely been irritated by this song over and over again. Especially for the past few days.

Last night there were like so many girls in town. Especially at Starbucks Wheelock. Macbook girl! We were there to celebrate TJ's last week in Singapore before he flies off to the UK.

2010-09-20T22:10:00.001+08:00

I don't know what to do anymore. I really don't know. Here I am feeling so crappy about everything when I shouldn't. I find it's such a waste that two people who like each other alot can't be together. It's just so unfair to both parties. Nevertheless i shouldn't be feeling this way. I really shouldn't. It's like here I am trying to enjoy every minute of my life then by a twist of fate our paths cross and now we're stuck. I just don't want to go through this anymore. Fcuk flings, fcuk club girls.

'We will work out'

'We will be fine'

The two phrases that constantly burn a hole in my heart.

Why can't my Vestax hurry up and arrive already. I need distraction.

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2010-09-20T10:58:00.001+08:00

I'm never gonna let myself go through this again. You know what sucks, just when I'm about to let my heart go, she says no. As in I knew I'd forever be on the edge but this is just too much. I always give up on these type of short relationships cuz I always know i'm the one who eventually gets hurt and thrown away. But to think that I actually almost let myself go for this girl already proves how different she is. It's not whether I'm playing the game or not but there was never a game with her to begin with. It's like I can keep going on about all these sappy emo stuff but the fact of the matter is, I got played. The Aces were dealt and I walk away from the game empty handed as always. Fck this shit. I should have listened to myself when I thought this would lead me nowhere.

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2010-09-19T18:01:00.000+08:00

Still quite dazed about like whats been going on lately. With my social circle, stuff going on at DHQ, post-ORD job hunting. Like everything is going by REALLY fast. Plus it's raya. It's like havoc month for the 'anak bujang'. Seriously, how did you handle this sis! Jia lat sia everytime help mummy with the drinks and the kuih and everything. So like the only good thing I can look forward to is when my Vestax arrives on my doorstep and when my fixie gets sold off (and smth else i can't say). Like i know i'll miss my fixie and all but i think i have to like sell it off.. With school around the corner and all. Plus i need to find a friggin job to survive on when i ORD! Tsk. This is like way frustrating. I wish life had a remote control. Then i can rewind, fast forward and pause it. This is too much for one guy to handle lah.

And i'm actually missing Lil Jon today. Wtf right.

2010-09-16T01:26:00.001+08:00

I realise that my blog is so friggin deaddd. Buttt, I shall revive it (: I'm caught in a situation whereby I don't know whether I wanna let my heart lead the way or just wing it. I mean like, what's a man to do dammit. I probably make no sense but it's like 1:20am and I'm getting cranky. So yeah, on the other hand, I just ordered a dj controller! Vci-100se and an audio 2 dj (: I know I'll love it and use it on a daily basis. Cuz I dun want to let my one and only reader of this blog down (unless there are more reading my blog :X)

So, da jie, thank youuu! <3 <3

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2010-08-22T18:06:00.001+08:00

I <3 my new shoes (:

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2010-08-08T02:25:00.001+08:00

The 3 adidas jackets..

And the really cute kitty!

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2010-08-02T22:47:00.002+08:00

Weekend was pretty eventful I guess? I mean not saying I did much but i certainly did SPEND much ): Seriously. Like WOAH. I still have like a week till pay comes in and like i don't think i can survive with what i have now seeing as to the fact that i want to buy that jacket online SOOO badly ): Hmm. Anyway, sat i lazed at home the whole day then went to kenduri at night. Pretty nice to see all the relatives again esp all the little kiddies haha. Being ard my relatives never fail to make me smile and such even though i was feeling pretty down the entire week. Although a saddening topic was raised that night it was brushed off with minimal effort, another sign of how much progress i've made through the week and i can safely say i'm proud of myself for making it this far without succumbing to the weakness. Aft the kenduri me and the family minus dad went to Mac's at the interchange for coffee which was nice but the place was far too crowded for enjoyment haha.. Sunday came and went the same, Red Bull's clinching 1st and 3rd. Then went to town to celebrate jezzer's birthday at the first place i met her. It was a little bit emotional but again, brushed it off. Spent ALOT. Seriously. That's why i'm like gonna spend 4 out of 5 days this week chillin at home enjoying life as it is (:

Oh attempted to gym today but realised that every monday from 2-4pm, its ladies only. What up lah.

2010-07-31T02:03:00.001+08:00

It's funny how things work... the moment I actually start to care about this new girl, she stops caring about me. Rawr.

2010-07-27T23:59:00.002+08:00

I've been drowning my thoughts with alot of music and reading lately and it seems that flushing out my thoughts with the things that i love is really working very well. I mean, sure i'm caught up with practicing for OOOM this friday but still, half my mind has been on another thing for quite some time and i'm honestly quite proud with myself for pulling through this far. Sure i've lost some things along the way. And not forgetting how much effort i've put into something that never really turned out the way I wanted it to but hey, that's the way life is and it's all about progression. There is the past, present and future. So why dwell in things of the past when you can embrace the present and hope for the future. Because that is what life is about. Living with no regrets, spontaneously enjoying every minute of every day as if it was your last and to always hope for something or someone great to enrich the future. An old friend once said to me, 'You only have one shot at life to be fucking everything up. But if it so happens that you do fuck up, don't bother regretting and dwelling about the mistakes, pick yourself right up, eye's front and forge ahead like there's no tomorrow cause who knows, there might just be no tomorrow.'

2010-07-25T01:49:00.001+08:00

This might just be one of the most mature decisions I've made in my life thus far or it may not be. Bottom line, I know that I chose this because I know that it'll help in the long run. Believe me, I'd rather it go down this road than to be pulled along like a dog on a leash. I'm too caught up in living my life to the fullest than to be sidetracked by such deviating thoughts. I mean for goodness sake, this is Ace we're talking about. Ain't nothing gonna trump this gambit. What in-the-friggin-name-of-completely-legen-waitforit-dary-awesomeness up.

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2010-07-06T23:26:00.001+08:00

I'm like all alone at home! This is pretty freaky ): nostalgia of sprints after finding my spikes in the store.. Let me run! ):

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2010-06-21T01:53:00.002+08:00

So its 8 days till i go under the knife and i really can feel the cold sweat inching down my back each and every time i think about it. i just cant help but take this time to acknowledge the family and friends who've been by my side all these while for they have been the ones who have stood by my side through everything and so help me i will not forget these people. I dont know how people can go into surgery without fear. There is such a thing as a surgical anxiety! And i am practically SWIMMING in it right now. but no problem, i'm just gonna let it slide... I have no choice. This is my future we're talkin about. I wanna run, I wanna sprint, I wanna cycle. And maybe, just maybe, in 2 years time, i wanna play soccer again.

So damn this anxiety. I hate this feeling.

2010-06-19T19:05:00.003+08:00

don't forget to check out my latest cover (:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G1zVIKHa0L0

so good to be by your side (:

2010-06-15T01:09:00.002+08:00

this is killing me slowly inside. its officially 14 days till my surgery and i am seriously freaking out. Like 'OMG I CANT BELIEVE IM GOING THRU WITH THIS' freaking out. But it made me realise that im still a little kid. a kid that's afraid of getting shots. a kid thats afraid of pain. a kid that just wants to have fun. I just wanna devote this last 2 weeks to having the most awesome time of my ife and after that, i know i will suffer. But at least i know the suffering was worth it. I mean yeah, i could have just not gotten the injury in the first place but this is something im gonna tell my kids and my grandkids. Im going under the knife. Im gonna get really fat from all the lying around. But i assure everyone out there that i'm gonna bounce back so hard you're gonna get knocked back and all you can say is 'wow'

peace out spider monkeys

2010-06-09T13:50:00.001+08:00

Shaik feeling the nostalgia hahaha :P prata yesterday was good but emo texts keep comin in. Nvm. Anyway, let's just keep our chins up an look forward to Friday (: and the leave i'm taking tmr. Cmon make me happyyy. And i'm workin hard on the situation! So feed me, if you dare. Downing P shakes ftw.

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2010-06-07T07:54:00.001+08:00

Just look at how happy he is. Bros b4 hoes man. May the knowledge be passed on well, future officer?

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2010-06-03T15:33:00.001+08:00

Lovin da new shooos (:

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2010-05-22T20:10:00.002+08:00

Anyway, on a 'happy' note, check out the youtube video for Fall To Fall's cover of Wonderwall (:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jnNsssPHumI

cheers peeps..

2010-05-21T13:31:00.001+08:00

What's really pissy is coming home to see pictures of 'frens' well, 'ex-'frens' havin an awesome night out and you didn't get the invite. Oooooh how my blood boils. Fuck you peeps (:

Ace~

2010-05-08T22:17:00.001+08:00

I <3 you Tiffany!

Ace~

2010-05-06T11:27:00.001+08:00

I heart ovations (: today will be the day I become a poor man but a contented one at that (: still thinking if I should consider the lx over the ax

Ace~

2010-04-29T16:01:00.000+08:00

Me thinks I might be going overboard with this. But then again, me thinks I have to do this. What with surgery comin right around the corner ):

It's like knowing that someone's gonna put you to sleep and cut you open. Scary much ):

Ace~

2010-04-25T01:59:00.001+08:00

Woah. And I thought 4 years was bad. Jailbait muchhh. I somehow feel kinda sorry for her. But it's alright. I'll make do with what I've got. Seriously he must be damn smart luh. Devin was right about the age thing haha. Easiest to get so when finish can move on to the next one. Omg. Did I just agree with something Devin said? Oh crap.

):

Ace~

2010-04-22T17:24:00.001+08:00

For goodness sake why all the bad luck in 2010??? Man this sucks. It's not even may and I already can't wait for 2010 to just end ): what with my knee and work tsk. Ridiculous.

Ace~

2010-04-17T22:11:00.001+08:00

It's times like this where in am effin proud to be a die hard united fan. Scholes if I were there I would kiss your head over and over again. Though you can't tackle or defend, you sure know how to friggin score. Viva la Utd (:

Ace~

2010-04-13T23:01:00.001+08:00

Saw emo on the way back from work yesterday and at first she was lying facing the camera. Then I went up to her and like snapped my fingers and did the tsk-tsk sound to get her to look at the camera.

Sooo she looked at me with the "are-you-friggin-kidding-me" face and like rolled over to the other side in slow motion, almost as if mocking me. Emo, you never fail to put a smile on my face you fat kitty you.

Ace~

2010-03-26T01:01:00.003+08:00

I should curl up into a ball and just let the world fast forward ahead of me. Lousy 2010. Absolutely horrendous. What the hell am I supposed to do dammit. It just ain't going the way i planned.

2010-03-04T10:37:00.000+08:00

Macam paham..

Ace~

2010-03-03T08:14:00.001+08:00

I should actually start sleeping before midnight more. That extra hour of sleep is like so worth it. Plus, the usual morning rush to leave home is gone (:

Anyway, 2 days till surgery and I'm really not looking forward to it lol. But yeah, it's smth I have to get over and done with. I've finished watching glee. So yeah, I can't wait for what season 2 has to offer (: kk I'm off.

Ace~

2010-03-01T23:18:00.001+08:00

Dopest RX-7 ever.

Ace~

2010-02-17T20:17:00.005+08:00

400th post. Smth to ponder over.

2010-02-09T17:35:00.001+08:00

Just a little eye candy. Literally, lovin those flaks.

Ace~

2010-02-04T10:17:00.001+08:00

Hello all. Airshow has been pretty so-so lately ah. But the girls that are here seem to lift my spirits a lil bit haha (: what can I say? I might as well take advantage of what I can set my sights on while I'm here. But yeah, it's pretty dull here other than the super load roar of the planes flying overhead. It's crazy how much I have to sacrifice for the rank I hold but wdv. It's the best posting ever and you shall not take that away from me (:

For every action, there's an equal and opposite reaction (:

Ace~

2010-01-31T00:42:00.001+08:00

I swear that you have pissed me off more often than not. Sometimes I wonder to myself why on earth did I ever fall for you. Seriously, it's effing irritating. I mean, if I pang-seh someone, I would totally feel super bad and would want to repay that person. But you? You don't even have any remorse. At all. It's this type of people that are feeding my angst. Whatever makes you happy. Pfft. Let today be a good day, thank god it's without you. Ugh. It's sickening to even think about it.

Ace~

2010-01-27T17:41:00.001+08:00

Fcking bullshit. Can't even get enough people for such a fcking easy ops. It's not as if I'm not going right btches. So fcking stuck up. Just 6 hrs oso cannot steal from ur oh so mother fcking life. Seriously. Go fck yourself.

Ace~

2010-01-27T03:46:00.001+08:00

This is me, at half past 3 in the morning, sitting in an Allion, which is a friggin cool car btw. If I wanted a 4door sedan I would sooo consider this. But dun worry, i still love the swift :) Haha. Anyway, yeah, so far so good, still can maintain my energy levels. Tys to the red bull I had at midnight. Damn can't wait till next next saturday. Ftw man. I'm gonna catch a few minutes of shut eye. Hopefully nth happens..

Ace~

2010-01-25T01:25:00.001+08:00

Awesomeness. 'Nuff said.

Ace~

2010-01-19T08:14:00.001+08:00

Haven't really updated in ages so yeah, awesome stuff the past few days really. More to come definately.

Ace~

2010-01-10T19:55:00.001+08:00

Okay, played soccer again today. Fitness still not back yet but it's frustrating not bein able to play at 100%. It's like so irritating. Hams ate tight, gastrocs cramp up easily and my shots are getting worse! Like WTF, I had 3 clear shots at goal or to put it in the box but I fluked. Makes me want to play more the repay the team for my missed chances. And omg the goals they scored are sooo crappy. Old hags. And they were dissing me so badly. I scored today though :)

Ace~

2010-01-07T18:56:00.001+08:00

Hmm. That song is still stuck in my head for so damn long. Like since cadet days mind you. But yeah, it's pretty deep although the notes are pretty repetitive. Hmm, anyway, hopefully I can make it home in time to rush off to the airport to welcome amb back. Yupp. Oh and I lost and found my ring in station. Haha. Within the span of a few hours too haha :) gosh the bus is so full. Hopefully I can get off at the right stop later :X I only have a one stop buffer too :X

Ace~

2010-01-06T18:34:00.001+08:00

Productive day at work? I guess :X but yeah pretty tired out :( didn't head out for dinner so I'll probably have smth at home? Idk. Oh and the headaches from my wisdom teeth are getting worse :(

Ace~

2010-01-04T18:18:00.001+08:00

Let's just say that today went well both on my com and work. I had a few stressful moments and a few things to consider :) I still can't believe I missed that last one argh. But nvm it's still pretty good haha :)

Ace~

2010-01-03T21:20:00.001+08:00

Hmm, now I can finally blog from my phone

Edit: apologies for the double post :X

- Posted from my iPhone

2010-01-03T21:02:00.002+08:00

hmm its been 31 days since my last post. god alot has happened. got to know some new frens, lost some frens. Got addicted to something new. Getting back into shape slowly, i think. But overall, Dec went by like a breeze. Now its time for 2010 to come around the corner and time for me to slowly get ready to exit the 'teen' age group. Gosh time flies and its just sad how much closer we are to living out our life yet we are seldom able to. To all reading this, i wish you a happy belated new year and may every single one of you fulfill all you new year's resolutions where possible. Godspeed everyone.
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Ace~

2009-12-03T13:37:00.001+08:00

to the people that make life worth living :P 'Life isn't measured by the number of breaths one takes but by the number of things that take one's breath away~'

2009-12-02T12:32:00.001+08:00

damn sexy can!

2009-11-28T17:27:00.000+08:00

omg! gaara kawaii hahaha :P

2009-11-22T12:18:00.001+08:00

sorry for the double post but i gotta post this. haha i R lifeguard =P

2009-11-22T12:15:00.001+08:00

damn i need to fix my front wheel =X gotta ride man =(

2009-11-20T21:42:00.002+08:00

i like that boom boom pow =P haha new byebye ringring if you ppl call me haha.. anyway.. work ended for the week, this week totally no intrusions sia. at the office the whole week doing paper work and com stuff. i think i shud get mobile broadband considering the fact that i am kinda in the office alot haha. =X anyway, not feeling too good lately. fell sick on weds, but managed to go out with the girls lah =P yeah.. lotsa thought swirling in my head. confusing yet true to a certain extent. i just think that its just presenting me with a step forward. with work and all. i guess its about time i started to worry abt stuff like this. getting a spot in uni, getting my BSc, working. Havent even started to filter in other aspects yet but it's soon to come i guess. Sometimes things just dont work out. My OO Security once said, you can never find the right one but you can find one you like and love, and make them right =P for a SSI(2), that man prolly has loads of experience =X

2009-11-17T23:39:00.003+08:00

its times like this where i can quote joey in that episode of friends:

"WHY GOD WHY???"

i sometimes wonder why people of the same sex must take a liking to each other.

to those who dont know what im talking about, these two girls were smooching each other in front of me at a restaurant. =(

not that im against being gay but dang, just look at her, aint she pretty. =(

2009-10-21T22:59:00.001+08:00

Just when I thought it would be clearer after my 2 final exams are over, it has gotten even more clouded. Its like now, all my attention is put onto tt. And its like feeding off me. Ugh. What's worse is that I've got a frigging last minute isbt tmr after drawing out number one and mess kits. Seriously. Why waste time. Ugh. And its like not ok? Cuz like drills has really been a b****. Its like drills all da way. With the exception of the darn isbt tmr. Seriously, what were they thinking. Anyway, on a high note, its like exactly 1 week left to passing out. Can hardly wait. But yeah, its bittersweet. Dun ask me why cuz I'll start emoing. Pfft. Seriously, these few days test water on my limits sia. Emotionally, mentally, physically. I just hope I can destress this weekend. Then its pop-oh all the way. Please let me end it on a high. I'm just praying that it all falls nicely into place :X

2009-10-12T14:37:00.001+08:00

Hmm.. Haven't blogged in a while.. But its been okay.. Had to work yesterday, still here today. Kinda boring though. But under the bo-pian act we're stuck :( anyway, on a high note, sat was fun. Went out with wankees for lunch at seoul garde, and ended up smelling like bbq but that got eradicated at sephora ;) aftr tt was pretty fun as well. Shall not say here :P I have sudden cravings for ben and jerry's and olivia ong.. Haha.. But yeah. And I sure didn't know tt clarke quay and dhoby was separated by fort canning. Pretty cool photos at fort canning definately ;) hmm.. Just a thought, should there be a fear of trying and failing? Or should one just trial and error and see where it goes? There's a risk factor involved in a trial and error but then again, there's the time factor in waiting for tt right one. But I don't know. Still confused by everything and I surely don't want to think too much about it. I probably just need to let it flow and eventually it'll get to me. Somehow, someday, I'm gonna find that understanding ;)

2009-10-06T14:27:00.000+08:00

Hmm. Tuesday already haha. Life has been so-so lately, still having some sleepless nights haha. But its not tt bad cuz in the end I'll doze of to pure exhaustion :X hmm.. This week is like IGA all the way with some drills and pt squeezed in haha.. Can't wait for pop la. Its like less than 4 weeks more. Exactly 23 days more haha.. Minus the weekends tts like 17 days left in HTA itself.. Yupp.. Hmm hopefully it'll all go smoothly up till pop ah.. Pass the remaining 2 exams, survive IGA and pray for postings :)

2009-10-05T09:08:00.001+08:00

I dun really understand the way I'm feeling right now but I dunno. Its like not good but not bad as well. I dun really dun want it to affect me too much but deep down I know I can't help it. Each week passes in a way that makes me feel that being in HTA actually calms me down a little, letting me escape for all the hustle and bustle of the civilised world. Also, this is kinda putting a load on my wallet haha. I dunno. I suddenly believe in retail theraphy. Seriously. A watch, new shaker bottle to replace my broken one, a pair of running shoes to replace my torn adizeros and a pair of court shoes which I'll prolly never use for soccer and double it up as dress shoes. Now here I am in camp. IGA rehearsals held everday, PoP drills have started and I've still got CPC to mugg for. Can you say 'omg'? :( too much going on in my head man.

2009-09-30T14:01:00.000+08:00

Past two days were pretty fun haha. Yesterday we didn't have much to do other than 'study' in barrack. Haha. Then kena confined in the room cuz pres and cp were around haha good stuff :)

This morning's swimming was err.. irrelevant. Haha. Managed to up-cat so yeah no biggie :) eh. Exam is in like 6 days and I think I'm soo doomed :X

2009-09-28T10:44:00.000+08:00

Gahh.. I have a song stuck in my head.. Well actually two, the first one is secondhand serenade's your call. The other one.. Well I shant say haha :X but its pretty nice. If your active with my facebook and twitter you'll know the song.

Anyway, pretty ok weekend. Very dramatic and controversial. Seriouusly. Too much is too stressful. Haha, anyway, had a haircut oso haha :X same old thing.. Can't wait to pass out gahh :X but in 4 weeks! Yupp.. Its really happening in HTA now ah with the IGA and all :X haha yupp..

Hopefully the week is gonna be a fun and lax.. Haha and its like only the first day..

2009-09-26T23:40:00.000+08:00

Waiting for your call, I'm sick, call I'm angry
Call I'm desperate for your voice
Listening to the song we used to sing
In the car, do you remember
Butterfly, Early Summer
It's playing on repeat, Just like when we would meet
Like when we would meet

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

Stripped and pollished, I am new, I am fresh
I am feeling so ambitious, you and me, flesh to flesh
Cause every breath that you will take
When you are sitting next to me
Will bring life into my deepest hopes, What's your fantasy?
(What's your, what's your...)

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

And I'm tired of being all alone, and this solitary moment makes me want to come back home [X4]
(I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight
(I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)

Your Call - Secondhand Serenade

2009-09-19T23:53:00.002+08:00

zomgwtf? yukata+fixie+hotpink? FTWWW =)

2009-09-13T18:17:00.001+08:00

fixie chix FTW =)

2009-09-04T09:51:00.000+08:00

Exam for General Law is like next week and I'm hardly mugging. Die. What's worse is that this weekend no time to study. Die. Sunday burn oil after driving already.

Anyway, this week has passed uber slowly. Haven't been paying attention in class, haven't been awake in the afternoon enough to mugg. Peer appraisal has been a bitch. Pfft.

What's worse is that I'm scared for my squad t-shirt printings. There might be some technical difficulties.. Err.. Long story but pray for me ah. :X

At least today we get to book out early. After prayers, gotta area clean. After area clean, gotta polish shoes awhile. After tt, book out and wait for sis to come.. Gahh. Time seems to pass too slowly.. :(

2009-08-28T23:40:00.002+08:00

gahh. random but yeah. fixed gear girls ftw.

2009-08-25T12:29:00.002+08:00

Hmm. 2nd day of fasting in camp. Err.. The sahur food is relatively heavy for me who's used to eating stuff like bread or cereal. Then the buka food oso like heavy haha.. Hmm other than that being CV provost is pretty fun ah haha. Me likey provost :)

Anyway, got to watching negima again haha. And if I'm not bored I'll read deathly hallows since I just finished half blood prince last week haha. Yeah relatively copious amount of free time. But then with fasting month here, its damn tiring.

Oh wells, back to provost. :)

2009-08-23T01:10:00.002+08:00

japan summer fest '09 was pretty awesome. had to leave halfway for break fast but then i had to return so i grabbed my fixie and jetted down by mariam way which i know now is ALL uphill and no downhill.

anyway, we reached the place at like 3ish. queued outside till like 4. then inside got another walk in queue. which like only started to move at 5. then got another queue in the entrance hall! and you know me la, i cannot tahan queues or waiting a long time without doing anything. but nvm, i tahan my angst and rage cuz ting was there queueing with me so i cannot complain. yeah. so eventually when we got in rite, it was all like food sia! like ALOT. den i was fasting so like er... dammit. but yeah. ting's fren, liz joined us soon after then like i had to leave for home.

after break fast then i chionged down on my brakeless fixie. past tpjc, up old tampines rd, up mariam way (literally UP), left at upper changi road north. then locked my ride somewhere then went in. then like i called ting but she didnt pick up so i was like finding needle in a haystack. but eventually found them at the field beside the stage. then we danced! awesome. i was the odd one out cuz i didnt have a yukata. pfft. nvm. oh wells.

then afters we suppered at simpang bedok. i gave pretty simple directions but still they got lost. i arived there in 10 mins. they did in 30. lol. nvm. drank a huge jug of kopi peng so now im like AWAKE. pfft. i did pretty tiring rides today. so im like spent. both wallet and body energy. but the coffee is keeping me up whee.

today was fun. bittersweet but fun~

the person i chose to come with me was prolly the perfect person to bring haha. ur welcomez. =)

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the person who told me all about this thing =) tyty

2009-08-18T15:42:00.000+08:00

Hmmz. In camp with a casted arm. Gah... Sucks. What's worse issat there are no interesting books to read in the library! Thankfully I've got a gate pass to cut all this short :) tmr, freedom!

2009-08-14T23:40:00.003+08:00

new deals! new tube padding, stem & headset! plus a cycling cap!

Frame: SE Draftlite
Fork: Stock (Painted Black for effect)
Handle: Nitto Rb-021 Bullhorns
Stem: ABR Flip Side
Headset: Race Face Deus XC
Crank: Sugino RD-2
Sprocket: Sugion Messenger
Pedal: MKS Sylvan
Clips: MKS Alloy
Straps: MKS Spirits
Seat: Selle Italia Sportourer
Seat Post: DaBomb
Rims: Stock
Hubs: Stock
Tires: Stock

Tube Padding: PEONFX

2009-08-13T11:59:00.001+08:00

nice frame huh ;) maybe next year, after my new wheelset =)

2009-08-12T00:56:00.004+08:00

within 24hrs back at HTA, and this happens to me =(

playin soccer during RT, got tackled from the back, fell onto my right wrist, broken last finger metacarpal, sent to NUH and now i have to miss OBS. Bummerz. This is sooo uncalled for.

2009-08-08T13:30:00.007+08:00

the latest set-up =)

Frame: SE Draftlite

Fork: Stock (Painted Black for effect)

Handle: Nitto Rb-021 Bullhorns

Stem: Stock

Headset: Stock

Crank: Sugino RD-2

Sprocket: Sugion Messenger

Pedal: MKS Sylvan

Clips: MKS Alloy

Straps: MKS Spirits

Seat: Selle Italia Sportourer

Seat Post: DaBomb

Rims: Stock

Hubs: Stock

Tires: Stock

BRAKES?: NONE =)

Yeah i know, crappy wheelset. Stem too. haiz. Was supposed to get a new stem today but L&T is closed for the next 3 days!!! =( still, LOVE the new set-up! Money well spent ;)

2009-07-31T23:55:00.002+08:00

gahh.. went to cycle a lil while just now. legs felt itchy to cycle so i did =) anyway, its like 3 more days to the day and im like not ready sia. such a big event! technically, it isnt but to some people it is i guess. plus i get to dress up! hahaha hopefull we'll get pics =) anyway, im faggin tired from chasing pursuit frames around so im gonna quit here.

seriously, where the hell can i get a pursuit frame online.

2009-07-26T17:32:00.002+08:00

60 clicks sia. woah haha. yeah on me fixie =) did faber 1 and a half times then headed to town. did a u turn at tanglin where it started to drizzle so we made a no-pit-stop chiong all the way back home. oh rezza and sufiyan didnt go so it was just nazri me and his fren. died-ed sia. haha hmm anyway, back to camp for another week of salvation from this world. ohyeah! caught potter just now. =) i must say ginny is like TALL haha. and that crazy-over-ron girl is freaky haha esp the breathing onto glass part haha =X. okok no more spoilers. now like i know i lack sleep but i rather not sleep now but later then chiong my sleep straight yupp.. so till then i guess.. bye!

you found me - the fray

2009-07-25T20:57:00.001+08:00

the boys will be riding tmr morning~ round island siol. abit early but nvm. gahhh =X